/*Bonks myself* stop, stop, stop.... ugh.... mhhhhhh....

|... what... would my lord... think.. of this...? of me... stopping... myself... from falling.. into an episode...?

and... stopping.. myself... from feeling/wanting something...?

and... forcing myself... to... t.. talk...?

but.... what if.. they... want me... to.. talk...?

it would be... we..ird.... going.. mute... it wouldn't be... me...

but... my lord wouldn't.. want this... he wouldn't.. want me f... forcing myself...

he has.. to know... i can't b..be bre...aking... more rules.. than I alr.. rready am...

he needs... to ssee... this..