I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!! THIS ALL HAPPENED JUST BECAUSE I WASN'T IN THE MOOD FOR SOMETHING- AND I AVOID CHAT AND DON'T TELL ANYBODY WHAT'S WRONG!! I COULD'VE PREVENTED THIS IF I STOPPED MYSELF FROM FEELING THIS WAY AND THINKING THESE THOUGHTS!! IT'S THE SMALLEST THINGS THAT MAKE ME ACT LIKE THIS AND ME WANNA KILL MYSELF!!! WHY HAVEN'T I DONE THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE?! ALL I'LL DO TO IT IS HIDE THINGS AND LIE. I'M NOTHING BUT TRASH. I'M FUCKING PATHETIC. A WASTE. AN IDIOT. A MISTAKE. GOD SHOULD'VE KILLED ME OFF ALREADY OR SOMETHING. MY EX WAS RIGHT, I REALLY AM A HYPOCRITE FOR BEING LIKE THIS.

REMOVE THE PROBLEM FROM THE SITUATION, THEY SAY! I KNOW THE PERFECT WAY TO DO THAT.

GOODBYE TO WHOEVER READS THIS STUPID THING.