I... I'm not going to be in chat for a while. When I say a while, I mean about maybe 30 mins to an hour or more.

I'm not in a very good place right now, and I just don't want to ruin everyone's day/mood with my problems.

I made a mistake and let my thoughts drag me down too far and I just feel like a complete failure. A screw-up. A mistake.

But I'll be fine. I'm just going to be away from chat for a while and try to figure things out.

If you need me (..likeyoueverwillneedsomethinglikeme..) dm me on Instagram, I guess.

Goodbye for now. I love all of you, and you mean the world to me. All of you do.

Xeno and Sonic, I love you both so much.

Luz/Rose, I love you /p. You're the bestest sister/mother figure I could ask for.

And Cashier/Sunny, I love you /p. You're the bestest friend/son/daughter I could ever ask for. Please remember, that I'm sure she'll understand and forgive you.

Anyway, I'll see you guys later. Goodbye.

<3.

You guys might not even see this, which is kinda good because nobody can stop me now.

I'm not saying this to get attention, I'm genuinely asking for help because I might do something. Yes I'm telling on myself.