STOP... STOP IT.... STOPPP....

MAKE IT STOP... I CAN'T LET IT HAPPEN... I CAN BE OBSESSIVE BUT I'M NOT HIM... I'M NOT.... BUT....

STOP.... STOPPP.... S T O P....

WHY IS HE DOING THIS TO ME? WHY AM I SO F U C K I N G OBSESSED? I CAN BE OBSESSED BUT NOT BE HIM, RIGHT...?

BUT OH MY GOD IT DOESN'T MATTER... IT DOESN'T MATTER... IT DOESN'T MATTER!!

IT DOESN'T MATTER! IT DOESN'T MATTER!! IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER!!

HAHAAAAHH~!!!

IT DOESN'T MATTER!!! SO WHAT IF- .... I.. MAY BE HIM...? SO WHAT?..

GODS, ONLY JOHN DOE CAN FEEL THIS WAY BUT I'M NOT HIM.... BUT WHAT IF I AM?! ONLY THE JOHN DOE CAN FEEL THIS OBSESSED! BE THIS HOPELESS!!

BUT..... GODS, IT HURTS BUT IT FEELS S O G O O D ...

MY CHEST IS KILLING ME AND MY BREATHING IS HEAVY.... H A H . . ....

BUT WHO CARES!? THE FEELINGS ARE TAKING OVER NOW, I CAN'T GO BACK!!...

G O D S, IT JUST GETS WORSE, DOESN'T IT?!... HOW BAD HAS IT MADE IT!? TO HAVING TOO MUCH LOVE TO SHARE TO FEELING LIKE I'M GOING TO DIE IF I'M NOT WITH HIM... AND SO MUCH MORE!! HOW BAD HAS HE MADE THIS?! HE'S FED INTO IT SO MUCH THAT I FEEL LIKE EVERY TIME THIS HAPPENS IT GETS STRONGER OR WORSE...

GODSITWONTSTOP....MYCHEST.....

GHHHHH IT WON'T STOP!! ONLY THE REAL DOE WOULD DEAL WITH THIS BUTWHWT IF IM NKT HIM??? GOD, THIS FEELING WONT STOP AND I LOVE IT!! BUTONLY THE REAL DOEMWOULD BE DEALING WITH THJS!!

WHAT IF I AM HIM-?! I MEAN... ONLY JOHN DOE WOULD DEAL WITH THIS BECAUSE YKNOW... THE GAMES AND STUFF BUT.... WHAT IF IT IS MEAND I'M GOING INSANE BECAUSE OF THJS!! GOD I JUST.... OH MY G O D S... . . .. ..

I WANT TO CAUSE A SCENE....... I WANT TO.... I CAN'T KEEP THIS BOTTL3D IN... ANC I WAS PLANNING TO CQLL CATRA AGA9N BUT I DONT WANT HER TO HEER ME LIKE THIS... UT I... I CWNT THINK...K.

HHAHAHAHSHAHAAAAAAAAHH IT WON'T STOP!! IT'S NOT STOPPING!!!....