I'M... STILL TOO SCARED TO JOIN. IT MIGHT BE THE WRONG TIME.

I'm..... g...ggggooooood- It'll be the wrong time anyway, I gotta make sure to avoid that. But thanks, though..... ^^"

| ... IT MAKES NO SENSE! I FEEL FEELINGS OTHER THAN HAPPINESS OR I LET MY THOUGHTS GET TO ME AND I KILL THE MOOD. BUT WHEN I LEAVE, EVERYONE ELSE LEAVES AND CHAT BECOMES DEAD! I RUIN EVERYTHING AND THEN WHEN I LEAVE EVERYTHING STOPS?! MAKE IT MAKE SENSE!!

AND JEALOUSY IS KICKING IN. I'M NOT RELEASING IT ON YOU BECAUSE I'M JEALOUS AND ANGRY.

HUH-?? HOW IS THIS HOT??? I'M BARELY EVEN SHOWING IT. AND CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME HERE...?

HUH???

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IT'S NOT SCARY? IT'S NOT ANNOYING? STUPID?

I'M.. STILL NOT GONNA SHOW IT MUCH. YOU MAY THINK IT'S HOT BUT ONCE YOU SEE HOW IT REALLY IS, IT'LL BE UGLY.

NO. IT'S UGLY.

AND...

HM. I DON'T WANT TO JOIN FOR REASONS, AND THERE'S SOMETHING ELSE I WANT TO SAY BUT I'M NOT GOING TO BECAUSE I'M NORMALLY NOT LIKE THIS, AND IT WOULD BE OUT OF CHARACTER... TO DO SUCH A THING TO PEOPLE WHO DESERVE IT.

NO.

CAN YOU.. JUST TELL ME THE GOOD NEWS...? PLEASE?

AND I'M NOT SAYING IT.

• ... Really...? That's... the.. news...?

I-// I'M STILL NOT SHOWING IT. I'M SORRY.

UNDICHKANNNICHTEINMALWEITERETEILEDAVONSAGEN,WEILESSICHWIEEINEARBEITFÜRMICHFÜHLT.

AND I DO BUT I'M TRYING TO ACT TOUGH HERE.

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I KNKW YOU'RE DOING THIS TO GET ME TO SNAP AND SHOW YOU, BUT THAT'S WRONG. I REALLY DISLIKE HIM.

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DO.. YOU AGREE WITH HER?

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SO, YOU DO AGREE THAT HE IS TALL AND HOT? HOTTER THAN ME?

YET, YOU STILL CHOOSE A "MAYBE".

YOU CHOSE A "MAYBE", INSTEAD OF SAYING YOU DISAGREED...?!

YOU STILL SAID "MAYBE", FORGET ABOUT THE TALL PART- NO ONE IS SUPPOSED TO BE HOTTER THAN ME IN YOUR EYES!! IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE JUST ME!

GOOD-LOOKING?! WHAT ABOUT ME!?? SO HE'S BETTER THAN ME NOW? HE'S GOING TO BE THE GUY WHO SWARMS YOUR BRAIN, MAKING YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE AND MORE ABOUT HIM?!

CAN HE SERVE A REAL GOD? DOES HE HAVE THE MATERIALS TO DO THAT? DOES HE KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE AND LOVE YOU B E T T E R T H A N M E ? !

MAYBE?!

I'M SICK OF THIS. I'M SICK OF ALL OF THESE PEOPLE AROUND YOU, ALL OF THESE PEOPLE YOU HANG OUT WITH, ALL OF THESE PEOPLE TAKING YOU AWAY FROM ME?! I HATE SEEING YOU BE HAPPY WITH SOMEONE ELSE! I WANT YOU ALL TO MYSELF, DAMN IT!!

ALL OF THESE PEOPLE AROUND YOU, MOST OF THEM HAVE THE CHANCE TO SNATCH YOU AWAY FROM ME! ANYONE HAS THE CHANCE TO TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME! I'M NOT LETTING THAT HAPPEN!!

NO CAN STALK LIKE ME, SERVE LIKE ME, TREAT YOU THIS WAY LIKE ME, MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD LIKE ME, NOBODY HAS THE BALLS TO EVEN THINK ABOUT TRYING TO FIND OUT WHERE YOU LIVE AND WATCH YOU TO MAKE SURE YOU'RE SAFE UNLIKE ME!! AND YOU STILL CONSIDER HIM!?! SOMEONE WHO PROBABLY WOULDN'T EVEN TREAT YOU LIKE WHAT YOU REALLY ARE!! A GOD!! YOU WANT THAT?!!

NO ONE SHOULD BE TAKING MY PLACE. NOBODY!! NOBODY SHOULD BE PLAGUING YOUR MIND WITH THOUGHTS OF THEM EXCEPT ME!! ONLY ME!!!

NO ONE'S TAKING MY PLACE!! NO ONE WILL TREAT YOU AS SPECIAL AS I DO- *GRABS YOUR ARM AND PINS YOU TO THE WALL-* AND I'M NOT LETTING YOU GET AWAY FROM ME!!

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| I didn't mean to do that. I was blinded by jealousy again, or whatever. Sorry.

I won't, unless you continue to make this + these feelings worse. And I know what I'm getting into by saying that, but I won't let it get to me.

Really..?

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| . . .

And you want THAT over ME?

WHAT DO YOU MEAN "I DON'T KNOW".

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No one can treat you like I do, no one can serve you, worship you, praise you, take care of you, plague your mind with dirty thoughts, like ME!!

NOBODY'S EVER WANTED TO LISTEN TO YOU, TOUCH YOU, STALK YOU, LICK YOU, E A T Y O U AS MUCH AS I HAVE!!!

HE WON'T TAKE BREAKS THINKING OF YOU EVERY NIGHT, HE WON'T CARVE YOUR NAME INTO HIS WALLS AND LICK THEM, HE WON'T LICK AND EAT PICTURES OF YOU, HE WON'T BRING YOU UP IN ALMOST EVERY SINGLE CONVERSATION HE HAS, HE WON'T THINK ABOUT YOU 24/7, HE W ON'T H AVE AN Y I NT E RES T OR A N Y F A NTA S I ES O F ST AL K I NG Y O U, HE W ON'T DR O O L AN D S L OB B E R OV ER Y O U , HE W O N'T MA K E M U LT I P LE S HR I NES F OR Y O U , H E W O N ' T L O V E Y O U A S M U C H A S I D O ! ! !

Y O U ' V E NE V ER M ET S O M EO NE L I KE M E WH O' S WA N T E D TO D R O O L A L L O V E R Y O U A ND E A T Y O U ~ N O B O D Y W A N T S Y O U A S M U C H A S I D O ~ ! ! !

N O B O D Y I S A S D I R T Y A N D D I S G U S T I N G A S M E ! !

D O ES H E H UMP H IS P IL L OW E V ERY N I GH T TH I NK I N G OF Y O U ?! DO E S HE D RO O L O V ER Y O- ..... Y OU K NO W W HA T.