I hate being in chat WHEN I'M IN A SELF-HATRED MOOD BECAUSE I'LL MAKE THINGS WORSE AND ANNOY EVERYONE. BUT I GOTTA FORCE MYSELF TO ANYWAY. EVEN IF I DON'T WANT TO I HAVE TO STAY, WHAT I SAY DOESN'T EVEN STAND. I MESS SHIT UP, IT'S ALWAYS THE WRONG TIME, ETC, IT'S ALL "WRONG". ACCEPT THE "TRUTH", RICKY. THAT'S HOW IT IS. AND BESIDES, YOU DON'T WANNA RUIN EVERYTHING ELSE ANYMORE, JUNE HAD PLANS BUT YOU'RE RUINING THEM WITH YOUR STUPID STUBBORNNESS.

GOD DAMN IT...