| ... heh. I might lose it. I might just say "Fuck it" and go wild. I don't care anymore. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I don't care anymore. I can't do anything without these stupid fucking people getting in my way. They never let me have fun. They never let me have privacy. I hate this. I might snap, I really might.

I hope... He was standing at the door listening to me and it made me uncomfortable.. I don't understand... it's a long, blank hallway and at the end it's my room. There's nothing in that hallway that's important or needed. It's blank. And They just keep walking down here and standing at my door and listening... I don't understand this...

I want to take a break. I want to have time to myself/ourselves. But.. They scare me and that's part of the reason why I stay muted most of the time.

Yeah...<3 it's just.... ughhhshsh. I want to be able to slam myself into a pillow and scream/growl, but NOOOOOO. THEY WON'T LET ME HAVE ANYTHING!! WHY GIVE ME MY OWN ROOM IF YOU GUYS WON'T GIVE ME PRIVACY!? WHY GIVE ME A PHONE IF YOU HATE ME FOR TALKING TO PEOPLE!?!

| ... Heheh~<3

Okay, I think I scared Him off-

GSHDHDHDHSHD//////...

NOW... I JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH HER. I'M GONNA DEAL WITH THIS A DIFFERENT WAY, BUT MY MENTALLY ILL MIND WANTS TO SAY "FUCK IT.", PACK MY THINGS, RUN TO WHERE YOU LIVE, SNEAK INTO YOUR HOUSE/ROOM, AND GIVE YOU WHAT A T R U E K I N G D E S E R V E S .

| ... I'LL SEE YOU AROUND 10.