She told me it starts tomorrow and She teased me for it. I'm scared and I'm not ready at all. How did all of this go by so quickly...? It was like it was just a few days ago Zephyr told me that once we were done, we could spend time with each other for as long as we want for the rest of summer break. I'm not ready at all, I'm scared. For weeks They've teased me for this and They've laughed at me for getting upset and worried. I know I can't do anything about this but sch**l has been making my anxiety so much worse. And They're not helping. It's bad to hear from my therapist that my teachers (+ Them) were the reason I got diagnosed with the worse case of G.A.D that she's ever seen. Who knew? But I just hope this he'll is not as bad as last year.

Thankfully, I passed algebra last year so I don't have to do it again! So that's good! And most of my classes are revolved around drawing/sketching except for two, P.E and "New jobs 'n Interviews" (Or something like that).

But.. It still might be stressful. And I wouldn't have thoughts of giving up right away and skipping... it, if They didn't treat me this way. Getting mad at me for making mistakes, Them pushing me out of the way (quite literally) and doing it for me because I struggled, not being happy with my grades and saying; "You could've done better." "Do it again. I'll be watching you this time." "Are you even thinking?! Use your brain next time!". I just hope this year flies by. I hope it goes by like nothing. I don't want to give up but it's too stressful. But, everyone else is still going, and I wanna go with them. I want to feel proud of myself, or at least hear it from someone. So, I won't give up. No matter what happens.

Besides, I wanna pass Them.