You're the reason he has trust issues. You're the reason he feels this way. You're the reason he avoids us. You're the reason he wants to avoid you. He doesn't listen. He doesn't believe. He doesn't trust. It's because of you.

It's because of you, Keith. You've never been good enough and you've never been perfect. You've always hid how you felt because you feared that it would ruin everyone's day and mood too. You're the problem. You have been. You started this. It was you all along and you tried distracting yourself from it but you need to see the truth. He's like this because of you. You can't help. He doesn't trust and believe you because of you. You remember how it was? You caused everything to go downhill and you act stupid and naive to it. You act like you don't know the real reason everyone is like this. It's because of you. Face the truth. It all started with you.

Now go lay in your bed and cry. Cry out of guilt, sadness, despair, and whatever else you're feeling right now. You don't deserve breaks but you need a moment to just leave everything and cry to yourself. You've held on for too long, you've stayed strong for too long, you need to let some feelings out.

Now don't think I'm defending and supporting you, no. You haven't earned that yet. But... You're dealing with a lot right now and it would be pathetic for you to break down around everyone. You're in private, you have time.

Now, go cry about how helpless and problematic you feel, how guilty you feel for being the cause of all of this, for not being able to help. Go. I don't want to see you again.

| ... And neither would I, Keith.