WHY... WHY WOULD HE JOKE ABOUT THAT..? I NEVER WANT THAT TO HAPPEN... NEVER....

I... JUST THE THOUGHT OF HIM LEAVING ME OR BEING AWAY FROM ME IS MAKING ME LOSE MY MIND...

I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT HIM... I CAN'T FUNCTION RIGHT... I DON'T FEEL LIKE MYSELF... I FEEL EMPTY... LOST...

DO FEY UNDERSTAND THAT THEY'RE MY ONLY GUIDANCE IN LIFE?! I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT HIM, I WOULD BE LOST AND POSSIBLY DO THE SAME EXACT THING IF FEY LEFT ME...

I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING INSANE THINKING ABOUT THIS... I JUST WANT TO BE WITH HIM FOREVER... UNTIL THE END OF TIME...

HE'S THE REASON I'M STILL SANE!!! IF HE LEFT ME AND WASN'T HERE TO GUIDE ME THEN I WOULD GO INSANE!! I FEEL LIKE I ALREADY AM... JUST THE THOUGHT OF IT IS MAKING ME FEEL LIKE IT...