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angst: go through the 5th page of aff

    • ✔ 4.39am | The only similarity between a subconscious reality and a concrete dream is that nothing is what it seems. (Jongin manages to mix them up anyway.) ♡♡♡subconcious shit
    • ✔ 6 months and 6 days at the age of 19, kim jongin discovers that he has a matter of just 6 months letf to live. his painful past leaves him determined to experience before he leaves his life behind ♡♡♡♡♡
    • auto
    • à contre-jour In which Kyungsoo is a commercial art collector and Jongin does not come home.
    • abstract affection | sight angst
    • ✔ addicted to you i just wanted it to stop, was that so bad? i just wanted it to stop.
    • afterlife
    • albedo kyungsoo is sick with a hydrophobic disease. in order to save him, jongin has to give his body up for science
    • feeling this is like fall awake | r
    • ✔ Anterograde Tomorrow Kyungsoo is stuck in the hours while Jongin begs the seconds, because time stops for someone who can't remember and runs from someone who can't miss the last train home. ♡♡♡♡♡♡
    • ✔ Arbitrage There are three tracks to Do Kyungsoo's life. Track A, trader at an investment bank. Track B, new recruit of a race crew called EXO. Track C... track C involves someone named Kai and a whole lot of bad decisions. ♡♡♡♡♡ | pure mind fuqery
    • ✔ be still and know that i am here it's hard to forget that underneath the starry galaxies, there lived a boy who loved jongin as much as jongin loved him. and when the universe's depraved, ignorance remains, love lasts forever ♡♡♡♡♡
    • ✔ beautiful on the inside beauty comes in different forms. sometimes, you wonder if you've got the right one
    • beautiful target
    • belonging kyungsoo felt that he was doing the same,looking at the sun-kissed skin of the boy beside him and the depth of his eyes. it was then that kyungsoo thought that jongin was the splash of sunshine, and maybe that's what everyone loved about him | NC-17
    • ✔ burned he came here to find a female, instead he found himself falling for a boy that was anything but what he was looking for | scifi!au ♡♡♡
      • ✔ frostbitten about a boy who doesn't know the real world and a boy who knows the real world a little too well
    • ✔ caught between dreams and secret loves It was never meant to be anything more than a one-night-only fling, but when feelings become embroiled in it all, things can indeed spiral out of hand.
    • coincidence
    • ✔ come home★
    • ✔ comes and goes Jongin is a wave that comes and goes until he meets Kyungsoo. | fluff fluff fluff ♡
    • ✔ crescendo somehwere in between the music and kyungsoo's fingers, kai lost the ability to keep everything inside ♡
    • coffee grinds and fish tales ..that's how kim jongin chugged through each day. wetting his rusty coils and screw with a cup of steaming black coffee | need to finish reading
    • ✔ Countdown Jongin sees but doesn't see enough. ♡♡♡♡♡♡
    • ✔ dabda | ongoing
    • ✔ desolation★
    • ✔ droplets of color Isn’t love something that is constructed by humans?
    • ✔ Expectations
    • feeling this is like to fall awake
    • ✔ forbidden fate | scifi!au
    • good intentions _ do kyungsoo is a very patient man. but after walking in on his roommate having sex with another random stranger for the nth time, kyungsoo really doesn't have anymore patience left_ | NC-17
    • ✔ good morning hostage what happens when one goes missing the other falls victim to a fatal disease
    • ✔ gravitation Kyung Soo burned Kai’s pictures in the kitchen sink.
    • ✔ huan time passes and eventually the incident is almost forgotten, even though kyungsoo is still haunted by the nightmare once in a while.now, kyungsoo is 19 years old and is busy studying, when one day a new student shows up, and kyungsoo's brain starts playing tricks on him | horror
    • ✔ i fear, i fear 'twill prove a giddy world jongin leaps, and slowly (but surely) falls apart ♡♡♡♡♡
    • imprint it's nervous wishing and hoping when i'm flipping through the pages wit you, cornered by the electricity we make | need to read
    • ✔ indecision ★
    • ✔ inked charged with a crime he never committed, he was sent to jail, as a innocent ♡♡
    • ✔ iris ☆
    • ✔ Jinxed Where Jongin lives in practicality and avoids anything and even slightly irrational and senior Kyungsoo (infamously known as the ‘Walking Jinx’) is the very definition of irrational. ♡♡♡♡♡
    • ✔ just so you know kyungsoo is admitted into a mental institute for having delusional thoughts...however is kai merely a figment of kyungsoo's overactive imagination or is he actually real?
    • ✔ lonely planet ♡♡♡♡♡
    • ✔ luscitinous kai feels as if he can't breathe when kyungsoo looks his way. he suffocates when kyungsoo talks to him, touches him, even when he's away from him. kai's a surgeon in training and kyungsoo was just another volunteer at an animal shelter. after a few exerimental touches, stolen kisses and home made lunches, kai has already fallen for him since day one. ♡♡
    • ✔ my immortal
    • ✔ no one belongs here more than you ★
    • ✔ not his property anymore Kyungsoo lives in an endless cycle. He can't get out of it. Joonmyun doesn't let him. Kyungsoo is Joonmyuns property, his body used and abused by the older man, over and over again. Can Jongin break the cycle? Can he set Kyungsoo free?
    • ✔ novocaine | ongoing
    • our way home
    • ✔ paper mache★
    • ✔ phantasmagoria kyungsoo never thought he would see that type of eyes. those eyes which brought him into the world he never known, toward the feelings he never felt, and experiencing the addiction he never had
    • please fall for me again do kyungsoo and kim jongin accidentally bump into each other at a coffee shop. it's been three years since they last saw each other and jongin still feels that ticklish butterfly feeling in his stomach when he looks into the other's eyes
    • ✔ pumpkin spice _"what's your story?".... the drip from the pain numbing iv filled the momentary silence_♡♡♡
    • ✔ rescue me one night after walking home from the bar,kyungsoo finds a boy sitting on the sidewalk near his apartment, with shaking shoulders
    • serendipitious encounters
    • ✔ seven days
    • ✔ seven of swords
    • ✔ shadows _Kyungsoo hears voices in the shadows, yet no one else seems to hear them. Especially not Jongin._♡♡
    • shadows he will become the monster he was so afraid of being called | horror
    • ✔ sillage | Jongin lives an infinite number of lives through his dreams.Kyungsoo happens to be in all of them.
    • (snow and ashes) 1st ver _ Kyungsoo has never been like that, but he is whatever Kai wants him to be, because it's Kai who tells him to._
    • so i closed the curtains Jongin wants, Jongin craves, Jongin desires, and it burns over in his need to press trembling fingertips into warm skin, trailing down curved collarbones and chapped lips and soft, dark hair. | need to read
    • ✔ so long
    • ✔ so we meet again★
    • station : They meet on a train.
    • ✔ steep me in soundless passion★
    • ✔ summer, 21 | "This is the kyungsoo effect." ★★★
    • texture of my blood
    • ✔ The implications of telepathy ★
    • ✔ the neurosurgeon ★
    • thunderbirds
    • ✔ to build a home the soft hand grabbed his dry and rough one and he was pulled up from under the dead cherry tree... "come"...
    • ✔ turns on a dime ♡♡
    • ✔ waiting for a train {this isn't real} today is january 12, and tomorrow is january 11, and the day after is the same (but different). this is real, but it's impossible and jongin doesn't care ♡♡♡
    • wonderful tonight
    • ✔ vitiate it's not anything he said or did; it was te feeling that came along with it. and i don't know if i'll feel that way again, i don't know if i want to. how can someone be so perfect yet be so wrong. i think the worst part of it all, wasn't losing him... it was losing myself | NC-17
    • ✔ you'll hate him if the person doesn't recuperate your feelings, you'll die/ you'll die spitting at the ground he walks on, ruining the days you loved him...but what'll really kill you is the fact that you hate him because you love him | ♡♡♡♡♡

pg13 - nc17 :

aug 26 2013 ∞
apr 4 2015 +
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