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• Boots with a zip/studs
• Sennheiser head phones
• YSL oval stone ring
• Michael Kors rose gold watch
• A small vase
• House Of Holland Pearl earrings
• Chapel Window Blackmilk tights

• Do Make Say Think - In Mind
• The Decemberists - The Hazards Of Love II (Wager All)
• Bon Iver - Holocene
• The National - Anyone's Ghost
• Lana Del Rey - Video Games
• Martin Tielli - I'll Never Tear You Apart
• Ball Park Music - All I Want Is You
• Elton John - Your Song (covered by Jenet Deviln)

• laughing until your face hurts
• smile lines
• blue skies
• the rain
• secrets
• the train ride from edinburgh to glasgow
• having people to come home to
• being told that someone loves you
• babies fingernails
• the back of a babies neck
• being able to have my own baby
• white bed sheets
• free speech
• hair that you can cut and it will grow back
• touching the lower/side part of matt's under arm
• seeing same sex marriages being introduced worldwide
• watching people on the bus
• vintage clothing markets

• alison mosshart
• nicola roberts
• pixie lott
• alexa chung
• peaches geldof
• kate bosworth
• daisy lowe
• zoe kravitz
• marina diamandis
• ashley olsen

• elleanor
• liz
• josh
• tom
• steph

FATHER

• one day you'll find out the hard way
• you are just always right aren't you?
• because you know everything!
• ungrateful little pig!
• if it's too good to be true - it probably is

MOTHER

• well theeeeeeere you goooo!
• if you can't say anything nice - don't say anything at all
• remember that you are a lady

• home made italian pasta
• art house films at west end nova cinema
• cooking for my family
• gotye - somebody i used to know (both the song and film clip)
• long hippy hair
• alba
• having savings in the bank
• cold icy water
• reddit
• pretty floral dresses
• new inglot makeup
• boots
• my wonderful sister
• fairness
• cameo rings
• incredibly cheesy rom com movies
• the thought that i am powerful beyond measure

• sunrise - norah jones
• shelter - birdy
• kissing families - siversun pickups
• make you feel my love - adele
• someone like you (the brit awards 2011 version) - adele
• battery kinzie - fleet foxes
• VCR - the xx
• citrus - millions
• samson - regina spektor ( i havent listened to it for years due to the sad nature of why i love it so - however i had the urge to play it recently and i just can't believe how beautiful it is)
• liquid sun - jay walker and the pedestrians

• i wake up with a severely throbbing head
• i forget who i talked to last night
• i cant recall how many glasses of wine i had
• i act like a git when speaking to attractive, british men
• i drunk dial my ex boyfriend
• i have strange bruises and cuts on me
• i get texts the next day from people telling me how funny i was
• i become obnoxious, hyper sexual, daring and most probably irritating

• scotland
  • edinburgh
  • kilmarnock
  • fife
  • glasgow
  • ayr
  • inverness
  • loch lomond
  • loch ness
  • glencoe
  • perth
  • dundee
  • aberdeen
• england
  • london
  • sheffield
  • blackpool
  • preston
  • manchester

• edinburgh
• living on my own
• not being in debt
• having a new job
• treating myself
• little new born babies fingernails
• but i love matthew most.

• is tall
• wears glasses
• likes great music
• is vegetarian
• comes from new south wales
• is christian
• buys me nice things
• has a lovely straight smile
• is a musician
• gets along with my family
• is very open
• gives me AMAZING OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO's
• likes me in t-shirts
• drives my car when i'm too tired to
• has brash humour !
• is fantastic with his hands! (tehe)
• has nice phone manner
• gives great back massages
• is pretty wonderful

• buy suitcase
• book ticket
• buy travel books for research
• apply for visa
• receive visa
• reach over $10,000 AU
• buy camera
• apply for jobs

• make an ass of myself in front of this guy at work 24/7
• not stick to any diets
• laugh off a no sale at work
• fake caring
• be getting thinner somehow
• get the best dressed award a lot at work
• not love spw anymore
• be saving a lot of money
• get served with out I.D a lot these days
• enjoy sales
• sleep better when it rains

• being underage
• having no responsibility
• pocket money
• seeing my best friends every day at school
• casual reading
• dinner with my family
• being thinner
• my bunch of boys at my old job
• having someone interested in me
• learning about sam
• being pure

• $1000 for my UK trip - mum & dad
• a signed biffy clyro single cover - sam
• working and living in britain book - reannen
• pigeon detectives UK tour shirt - sam
• a scrap book about high school - zoe
• my first ever 'gig': tickets to something with numbers - nicola

• why talk if no body is listening?
• the bible is a book of lies and contradiction
• i can and WILL succeed in sales
• i'm going to go to scotland first, not england
• ive decided on the tattoo i want, and it's beautiful, and it's entirely my choice
• i ought to pamper myself once in a while

• mum
  • she gets in really stroppy moods but insists shes 'fine'
  • constantly buys things for lisa, whilst i have to buy my own stuff
  • takes dads side all the time when we fight
  • always asks me to clean up lisas mess
  • she sucks at arguments, and never gives valid points
  • once a month goes into what i like to call a "silent rage"
• dad
  • never apologizes for anything
  • favours lisa
  • talks about lisa far more than me to family and friends
  • always says "because you know everything emma" and "one day emma you are going to ...

• first -
• second -
• third -
• fourth -
• fifth -
• sixth - had a big party on our farm, and had another party straight after my party because unbeknown to me, our family was moving to the capital city of our state, so it was our last goodbyes to everyone.
• seventh -
• eighth -
• ninth -
• tenth -
• eleventh -
• twelth - held a joint party with reannen for about 20 of us at reannens house and we did scavenger hunts and danced and did kiddy things.
• thirteenth - had dinner at a restaurant with reannen and my family.

• i'm going away next year and i don't want to be tied down
• i'm not completely happy with myself ( i want to be the best for him )
• i never ask for anyones number
• i've been single for too long, so i think i'm now too shy to make a move on someone
• theres no one in adelaide who tickles my fancy
• mostly every guy i know smokes or does drugs, and i wont stand for that
• i honestly don't have time for a significant other due to my work schedule
• i'm already in fucking love with sam fucking winter, which is fucking unfortunate

• sam winter
• sam winter
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• want to go directly to england anymore
• want to talk to anyone on the internet ever again
• want to be 'proper' thin.. ever
• will read Q magazine again
• like edward in a romantic way
• can see myself resolving things with el
• love pasta anymore
• can ever keep a phone for longer than 4 months
• love sam winter as much as i did yesterday, and the day before...

• first car
  • 2004 holden commodore V6 S
• first CD
  • vulture street by powderfinger
• first concert
  • christina aguilera
• first boyfriend
  • dan burke
• first love
  • sam winter
• first job
  • KFC
• first pet
  • bruno (golden retriever dog)

i live in a city in australia which a lot of bands don't come to, especially international bands.

• Alexisonfire
• An Horse
• Anti-Flag
• Arcade Fire
• Arctic Monkeys
• Birds Of Tokyo (x2)
• Bjork
• The Black Keys
• Black Kids
• Bloc Party
• British India (x2)
• The Butterfly Effect
• Calling All Cars
• Carpathian
• The Checks
• Christina Aguilera (x2)
• Circa Survive
• Cut Off Your Hands

• hair
• smile
• nose
• eyes
• shoes
• attire
• voice
• laugh
• stance
• atmosphere

• ELLY JACKSON
• zooey deschanel
• tennessee thomas
• josie de dousa-reay
• lovefoxxx
• sara quin
• béatrice martin
• lilly cole
• karen elson

• Q
• NME
• frankie
• vogue
• readers digest
• time
• kerrang (basically for posters of biffy)
• jmag
• pig

• its humiliating, because i'm still hanging on
• i can't begin to take interest in anyone else
• he never talks to me, and its excruciating sometimes
• i sort of, don't want to forget, or give up
• he must think i'm such a saddo
• i think of him far too often
• because he doesn't love me anymore, and unrequited love is no fun

• i need to stop staying up past 12am every night
• i should probably cease in contacting swint so often
• a new job is entirely necessary for me right now
• its gonna be very cold when i hop into bed
• i wonder if work will call me tomorrow to see if i want to come in
• am i ever gonna meet someone who tickles my fancy?
• my sister is going to be stoked that i burnt her the inbetweeners on dvd
• im mad excited to go to nicolas mum's place tmrw night to chill, i've never been there nor met her mother!
• i wonder how much longer my darling dog bruno will live for
• why do people always see a bus and think to themselves "the bus is coming"... it h...

• dislocated knee
• dislocated finger
• ear infection
• slipped back disc (x2)
• torn ankle ligament
• patella infection
• the flu (x100)
• gash to left palm (required 6 stitches)
• scars and permanent bruises on both feet from moshpits over the years.

• ella
• addison
• stella
• dakota
• elliot
• vada
• clancy
• scarlett
• madeleine

• matt - got cold feet/weren't really made for one another/broke up because of this and now we don't speak at all.
• joe - too heartbroken after our split to speak with me anymore
• sam - didn't think I was worth the effort anymore, so ended all contact / hasn't bothered to see how i'm doing for almost two years
• jim - live halfway across the world from one another, when i'm in his country after having an amazing date with him, texts me a few days later to tell me that he can't meet me to say goodbye as he had a big night the night before and that he'll 'catch me when i'm next in the country'. really? charming.

• I will be buying my flights next week!
• I understand spoken Russian! (only a bit of course)
• I will never tire of Frightened Rabbit
• Crystal Castles last night were brilliant!
• Arctic Monkeys / Bon Iver / BDO / Death Cab are all coming up!
• I will never again buy any makeup that is not chanel
• Lost 3kg! woo!
• Jaimie is so lovely!
• Joe is lovelier!

i took off my clothes, she took off hers too, with no fanfares and no hallelujahs. throughout the night, i would grind away the truth;

that there's nothing sadder than sad, sad sex, and the bad, bad news is that I gave in to the ugly hand that first led me away from you.

the fun stuff is not so fun without you.

so I drink until i fill my brim, but there's nothing fills me up the same as a tiny word broadcast across the sea.

and should I go out to dance tonight? well my two left feet need your two right or I'll spin around in circles endlessly.

the fun stuff is not so fun without you.

well the city was born bright blue today, and I whistled through the sunlit streets and my empty hand felt cold and unused.

and I'm quite all right, i get by just fine; i'm not depressed, not most of the ti...

• mad men
• arrested development
• party down
• the IT crowd
• boardwalk empire

• black milk 'great wave' leggings
• a new black dress
• brown inglot lipstick
• jeffrey campbell litas
• the upholsters debut l.p
• yellow OPI nail polish
• parklife ticket
• yoga mat
• sports bra
• skins womens tights
• velvet leggings
• thin gold rope ring

“Dear Jordana; Thank you for letting me explore your perfect body. I could drink your blood. You’re the only person I would allow to be shrunken down to a microscopic size and swim inside me in a tiny submersible machine. We’ve lost our virginity but it wasn’t like losing anything. You’re too good for me, you’re too good for anyone. Sincerely, Oliver.”

• the shipping cost of amazon
• coat hangers that are not black
• i can not sit cross-legged on a chair wearing a dress as i will stretch it
• boys that hock and spit on the ground (in public especially)
• novely socks (what is the point?)
• there is no zara in adelaide
• i have no one to go see films with so i download them and sit lonely in my bed watching them instead
• pepper
• high heeled shoes that have no grip on the bottom
• when my perfume runs out
• old person smell
• hospitals
• when jewellery breaks and is unfixable
• not fitting into a dress i bought for $180 six months ago
• boys who put gel in their hair

• mary full of grace (colombia)
• dogtooth (greece)
• noi the albino (iceland)
• C.R.A.Z.Y (canada)
• 4 months, 3 weeks and 2 days (romania)
• before flying back to the earth (lithuania)
• lol (france)

• my bedroom was larger than my bedroom here in australia
• wooden floarboards throughout the flat
• shutters in my room that made it seem like night when i closed them
• my old roomates, who kept their doors open with bricks, so when i opened my door in the morning, i could see / hear all of them
• my heavy door that slammed shut, and when i was sad or angry, it made me feel really secure and safe
• the picnic table in the kitchen fitted all six of us flatmates perfectly
• i could see the castle from our lounge window
• the meadows took only five minutes to walk to
• there were always neighbours / guests in the stairwell
• my flat was four floors up, so i felt saf...

• i have a horrible, gut renching, head throbbing, tooth ache right now - which i hope stops soon.
• im considering if teaching english abroad would be a good idea?
• should i go to university? could i do it?
• i would like it if matt was in my bed, so i could cuddle him and he would make me feel all better - he always does
• i want the next season of parks and recreation to be out on dvd already. sooo good.
• i'm having my hair stripped- no more black.
• i think my legs are becoming more toned finally
• i hope i see that bearded young man on king william street tomorrow, and i hope he smiles at me again - or better yet, says hello!

• there are no high expectations placed upon me
• i can do what i like, when i like
• i am free to kiss other people
• i can watch any movie, without matthew groaning in disapproval
• i don't need to feel guilty if i flirt with someone
• i can dye my hair how i want (he liked it black all the time)

that's about all i can think of right now.

• "it takes more than fucking someone to keep yourself warm."

• boys
• relationships
• love
• unrealistic dreams

• prey hey - biffy clyro
• 11th dimension - julian casablancas
• help i'm alive - metric
• shakeytown - i heart hiroshima
• kennedy killed the hat - MSTRKRFT remix
• games for days - julian plenti
• tigerlily - la roux

• performing well at work
• doing homework for work
• who to trust at work
• my attitude at work
• saving $$$$ for UK
• biffy clyros upcoming new album
• gigs that fall on weeknights (because i can never get leave)
• new years, (what am i doing for it?)
• not making friends when i move overseas
• my dog bruno dying
• my dad, who has been smoking for almost 40 years

• lisa
• mum
• dad
• uncle mark
• grandpa rash
• aunty dannii
• slayter
• tahlee
• grandy
• joy
• zoe
• nicola
• reannen
• shanae
• laura
• kirsten
• alex
• sebastien
• sam f
• allan
• nj

• australia: the luckiest country in the entire world. thank you to all the men and women that gave their lives to keep us safe.... for that im eternally grateful.

• how exhausting the hours are
• having to clock off yet still stay behind to do stats but not get paid for it
• i'm usually too busy to have breaks
• work is practically my life, so i hardly see family.. let alone friends
• its weird hours (1.30pm -10.30pm)
• we are told to sell with integrity yet some of the questions we have to ask are horrible
• i sell things to people who can clearly not afford them
• most of the managers are in a clique which im not a part of
• im the youngest
• i have homework to do for it every week
• i'm constantly tired from working so much and so hard
• they record us (everyone knows it, they just dont say it)
• some of my colleagues are far too boister...

• i don't dare cross the street before the little green man flashes.
• i chew on everything, straws, pen lids, rulers, popsicle sticks etc.
• i avoid eating with my fingers, and prefer using a knife and fork.
• i must wash my hair every day, or else i feel self conscious about how i look.
• when i'm cold i often rub my feet together, as if to create a fire maybe?
• i sing lyrics to the song i know before those lyrics have even begun (annoying i know).
• every time i hear the opening notes of "under pressure" by david bowie, i always secretly hope that it's really "ice ice baby" by vanilla ice.
• unless its something i dont like, i will finish eating everything on my plate.
• i need water with me at all times, i am addicted to water.

• paten stiletto boots emporio $200.00
• red beret $20.00
• trench coat black friday $189.00
• patterned vintage dress $80.00
• small tote gucci $50.00
• high waisted black & white lace dress bardot $90.00
• high neck buttoned shirt ally $30.00
• tie dyed mustard and white scarf owl of eden $50.00
• led zeppelin 1974 tour tee $50.00
• black pointy flats with button diana ferrari $90.00
• red/brown high waisted cord skirt dotti $60.00
• white loose tee sportsgirl $30.00

• sam winter
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• sam winter
• sam winter
• sam winter
• sam winter
• sam winter
• sam winter
• sam winter
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• finding money you didn't know you had
• stretching
• the wee little birds that hop around in shopping centres, they are so fearless!
• newly shaved legs
• babies hands and fingernails
• feeling your skin after it has been exfoliated
• brushing your teeth in the shower
• when your hair just falls "right"
• putting your head outside the car window
• nervous giggles from girls who are around boys they like
• skin on skin
• elderly people in love
• hopping out of the car after a long drive
• taking your bra off when you've been wearing it for hours
• putting socks on cold feet
• the wind blowing a gail

• smoked a cigarette
• crashed a car
• eaten brussel sprouts
• told someone i like them
• owned a cat
• had sex (waiting to meet someone worthwhile)
• read a clockwork orange
• passed a maths class
• been to the northern territory
• vomited from drinking
• slapped a girl
• been skinny dipping
• cared about any one elses sex life
• broken a plate
• held a gun
• thought that 13 was an unlucky number
• thoughts crocs were 'cool' or 'in'
• played poker

• pulp fiction
• coffee
• cigarettes
• peas
• baths
• massive tattoos
• australian accents
• dictionaries
• mobile phones
• starbucks
• twitter
• the matrix

• i yell very loudly
• i'm hardly ever on time
• i'm clumsy
• i never get back from break on time
• i'm only acquiring this job just to get paid for 8 months then i'm taking off to the UK
• i get distracted from my work easily

• smiles from people on the street
• out of the blue phone calls
• using hand sanitizer
• sarcasm
• bobby pins
• ikea
• going to the bathroom at a restaurant and when you come back, the foods there
• opening my window when my room gets stuffy
• the wind on glouscter avenue
• getting things in the mail
• jumping fences
• learning something new
• waiting for a bus/train
• dresses with pockets
• wearing my suit to work
• young children with longer hair than necessary
• going to the sushi train
• the smell of any lynx deodorant

• not talk to swint for a long time
• try and find some new friends
• work really hard at my new job
• save all my money i recieve for my birthday
• learn japanese again
• learn some more french
• finish reading the three books i'm currently in the middle of
• continue eating healthy
• have a huge clean out in my room
• not take any more bullshit from elleanor
• buy new socks for winter, because i have none!
• frown less when i'm walking
• get a proof of I.D card

• somehow, everyone is connected in one way or another
• going to/ spending time in the city
• riding on the belair train
• the fact that its a safe place for the sudanese to live :)
• cold weather in winter
• all our festivals
• FARMERS UNION ICED COFFEE!!
• the fact that everyone says 'heaps good'
• school uniforms are brilliant
• our love for footy!
• when people leave from neighbours, they always say they are going to adelaide
• we have a ban on plastic bags
• aside from the brand new canberra, our city is the best structured one
• hindley street
• the gig/music scene!
• adelaidian celebrities like sia and teresa palmer.

• loyalty
• selflessness
• generosity
• intelligence
• imagination
• some kind of individuality
• humour
• friendliness
• quirkiness
• politeness
• an open mind
• family orientated
• environmentally aware
• no drugs, just sex and rock and roll

so i'm a real family girl, and i love children, so i cannot imagine my life without having my own family. my sister and i have grown up with rock music, therefore digging on rockstars with long hair. when we see young boys with long hair, we can't help but 'awww.' so we are both keen on having sons so we can grow their hair long haha. we've put a lot of thought into our son's names, and my sister has already barred me from calling my child ignacious, however i think i will be able to come up with another few :)

• hunter ( lead guitarist from the muldoons )
• clyro ( as in the band biffy clyro )
• ephram ( a character from a television show called everwood )
• oliver ( oliver twist )
• jude ( hey jude by the beatles )
• wilder ( a character from a televison sho...

• iceland
• estonia
• russia
• ukraine
• belarus
• romania
• poland (again)
• scotland (again)

• Joe
• Stingray Jackson
• Lumberjack
• Speed Levitch

(I think that's about all the names I call him)

• white quilt cover
• old dressing table at least 1.5 metres tall (refurbish)
• thick cylinder vase
• either tulips or poppys to put in vase
• silver tissue box cover
• mirror frame in medium size from one rundle trading
• throw pillows - ivory, white and possibly red cottage patterns?
• london map patterned bin from that king william road shop

• sleeping with john
• ruining a wonderful friendship with ashleigh
• allowing sam to let me go

• Why do boys lie about taking you out for dinner/getting to know you? I'm not an idiot, I only want to kiss you and fuck off when I've had enough as well.
• Why is it that I find the Russian Alphabet incredibly easy to memorise?
• Why did Josh kiss me last night? I thought we were strictly friends.
• Why did I enjoy kissing him when I probably shouldn't have?
• Why is Jive getting so much worse? i.e music / the crowd.
• When is Rob going to ask me out?
• Why have I left it all these years to use moisturising tan? I look so much better with some colour.
• Why does internet shopping take so god damn long to arrive?
• Should I cut my hair short?
• Why didn't I go to the doctors earlier to get my thyroid checked? Stupid underachi...

• brisbane babes
• fortitude valley
• yoga
• belair national park
• white wine
• asian artists
• fancy burger
• ombre hair
• rhino room/four words
• the sun

• pay off my parents mortgage
• invest in property
• travel all over the world with my sister in 2012
• organise to build a brand new orphanage in romania ( they have an undeniably huge orphan rate)
• pay off matthews credit card
• hire a personal trainer
• consider giving the money to the U.S goverment so they don't fuck the rest of the world over - then reconsider because even if i gave them all of my money; they would most definitely still fuck us over
• buy alexa chungs friendship (i'd move to london for this obviously)

• ✔ submarine [ 9/10 ]
• ✔ i am love [ 8/10 ]
• ✔ cell 211 [ 7/10 ]
• ✔ we need to talk about kevin
• ✔ somewhere
• ✔ headhunters
• ✔ sleeping beauty

• i don't wish to call him to hear his voice
• i feel ready to physically be with other men
• i don't feel as if i ought to seek revenge on being dumped
• i feel absolutely fine throwing out things he has bought me
• i can talk about him with my friends and family and not get emotional
• i don't talk about him non stop if he's brought up in conversation
• i look at photos of us together and don't feel sad
• i feel comfortable visiting places that we used to frequent together
• i can't remember much about him anymore
• i have started to crush/flirt with someone new
• i only miss things about him, not him in general

• poland - most probably a town near krakow, so i can visit my favourite place in the world on the weekends or maybe really north - gdansk possibly?
• japan - kyoto would be fantastic, however i'm open to any location that is far far away from the coast (less tsunami , ta)
• russia - siberia has a high demand for english teachers.. this would be fucking rad, however i'd probably be living in a box with a hard bed and rotting wallpaper and a chamber pot (let's be honest)
• romania - i'd love to teach the kids here! especially at orphanages - they have a really high rate of abandoned children and orphans.
• hungary - not budapest, somewhere in the mountains. on the train through hungary i was gobsmacked - i want to explore the country side! somewhere near that sunflower field i saw please.

• he keeps my bed warm
• i can snuggle up into his nook - somewhere between his neck and his arm
• he is the big spoon, and i am the little spoon
• he brushes the hair out of my face, as i do to him
• we can gush at cute babies together, both knowing that we desperately want one one day
• we share intimate secrets
• his touch makes me tingle
• we share each others t-shirts
• i get to watch him happy as he can be, playing in his band, knowing that when he comes off stage, he's going to kiss me
• his bear hugs
• our giggle fits are really fun
• we get pedicures done together
• he is apart of my family
• he's probably the cutest person in the wo...

• worrying
• heartache
• saving money
• looking for jobs
• giving up
• starting something new
• making promises
• living alone in edinburgh

• don't make someone a priority if you are just an option.
• i seem to be pulling blokes each weekend (its fun! / im not a hussy)
• i love the fact im ACTUAL moving overseas in 6 months
• raphael is the kind of metro guy i usually steer clear of haha
• if spw and i ever met, it would most probably be in secret.. how is that fair?
• subway is better than junk food
• my sister is going to be leaving for a month to go to vietnam! :(
• jive is my favourite club in adelaide
• my stomach piercing looks raaaaaaaaaad
• i need to dye my hair and tint my eyebrows
• interpol turn me on
• i dont really listen to my ipod anymore
• how can anyone be asexual?
• most of the christians ive come across la...

• she has soft skin
• people laugh at her instead of with her
• has the most lovely voice
• she's charismatic
• she's intelligent
• never hires good dvds
• stomps her foot when shes angry hahahah
• always flattens her hair down after styling it
• has a really ugly blue and yellow dress
• has long nails
• she's shorter than me
• loves to eat chicken and twisties
• likes to drink diet coke
• got married at age 22
• she's never had a speeding fine
• she is a total square
• dances stupidly
• makes really crappy cakes
• cooks bland food (afraid of spices haha)

"If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed." - ALBERT EINSTEIN

• ✔ get visa debit card
• ✔ pick up dry cleaning ( two suit jackets and two dresses)
• ✔ read emotional intelligence
• eat well
• ✔ make more of an effort with zoe & nicola
• ✔ reply to raphael
• buy brocciflower
• ✔ clean room
• ✔ get nails done
• ✔ dye and cut hair
• ✔ discover if i can get christmas eve off work
• have more faith in biffy clyro's upcoming album
• ✔ continue to put away $1000 a fortnight for UK
• ✔ ask more people about living in Edinburgh Scotland
• ✔ thrash lisa mitchells album before her gig sunday night

• raphael is very different to someone i would normally call a friend
• i need to be happy with myself in order to succeed @ anything
• absence makes the heart grow fonder is so not as true as out of sight and out of mind
• i'm going to go to the royal show for once this year!
• books are hard to read if they are made necessary to read
• i'm pretty over kings of leon at the moment
• strawberries are a really nice dessert
• im doing very well at work, and im aiming to reach commission ;)

• my skin, its gotten very try due to a medication im on
• the fact that my city seems to have developed a pollution cloud
• no free time seeing as im always working, or doing homework FOR work
• saving all my money for england, not wanting to spend a cent
• sam winter's and mines friendship..... pretty non existent
• the fact that it seems everyone i meet has a boyfriend
• everyone at work talking about their 'partners'
• where to go when i go to the uk... manchester or edinburgh? (any advice?)
• missing my friend nicola (she is overseas for another 3 weeks)
• tossing up between letting my fringe grow longer, or cutting it back to a short one

• i wasn't in love with sam winter

( i sometimes even wish i never even knew him to begin with )

• constantly talking about themselves
• being ungrateful for what they have
• stubbornness
• unwilling to learn
• clinginess
• people that do whatever they have to to look "cool" or be "in" with a certain group
• bragging and boasting
• twisting things that you say into something they prefer to hear
• copying my style too often
• making harsh comments about people i call my REAL friends
• not letting anyone win anything, always having to be better than everyone else
• GREED

• oliver james by fleet foxes
• caring is creepy by the shins
• heartbeats by jose gonzalez
• woods by bon iver
• little bit by lykke li
• real love by regina spektor
• coin laundry by lisa mitchell
• travel light by laura marling and johnny flynn

• to sell a fuck load of photos
• to be successful
• to save $500 a week
• to get there on time
• to not have so many hot chocolates each day
• to love what i do
• to continuously educate myself
• to be committed and motivated
• to reach commission
• to impress my colleagues and managers

• for swint to get in contact with me

• brilliant! ( i probably say this 100 times a day)
• bloody hell
• are you joking?
• basically
• ye? (at the end of practically every sentance, thanks BBC shows)
• no joke
• heaps good (a south australian term.. for thats really good, or great)
• unfortunately no
• join the club
• that's classic!

• ✔ northeast / northwest england
• ✔ london, england
• brighton, england
• bath, england
• ✔ glasgow, scotland
• ✔ ayr, scotland
• ✔ edinburgh, scotland
• devon
• cornwall
• wales
• ✔ northern ireland
• macchuu pichu, peru
• ✔ prague, czech rebublic
• tokyo, japan
• osaka, japan (again)
• kyoto, japan (again)
• corfu, greece
• ✔ france
• ✔ germany
• blue lagoon, iceland
• barcelona, spain

• ovens
• being alone in the dark
• waiting for a phone call, that doesn't come for ages
• watching thriller/horror movies late at night
• driving through bad neighbourhoods by myself
• sucking on a lollipop in a car
• changing a diaper
• christopher walken
• regular customers who get very animated playing the ps3 in our store
• the fact that everyone is trying to obtain the 'rocker' look
• when things are getting heavy and the guy asks "are you on the pill?" GET THE FUCK OFF ME!
• having to talk to my boss on the phone
• strange noises
• having the hair dryer on when im home alo...

• simon neil
• jack white
• caleb followill
• nathan followill
• jared followill
• patrick fugit
• paul banks
• johnny depp
• emile hirsch
• angus stone
• stuart dew
• dale thomas

• bridge to terabithia
• garden state
• the notebook
• cast away " i love you, you are the love of my life." man, i'm such a saddo.
• atonement
• p.s i love you
• titanic
• love actually
• i am sam

• the three vintage jackets i spied in an op shop
• mobile phone
• new job
• to lose at least 5kg
• save money for UK
• a 'lover'
• get my light fixed in my room
• buy sims3 (yeah im a nerd)
• see the boy in the striped pyjamas at movies
• black high waisted skirt

• he is more important to me than any other boy.
• he needs to grow a backbone.
• i want him to accept the fact i don't believe in god.
• i love the freckle on his neck.
• his voice is amazingly sexy.
• he is so incredibly bright, and i don't think he could ever bore me with his knowledge.
• i wonder if he still does love me, if he really has 'moved on.'
• i wish he had an open mind.
• i love the fact that he is gentle and sensitive.
• he is a drummer, and that turns me on, so much.
• he needs to do something spontaneous, something out of character.. because i'm afraid he is going to slip into a life of normality and routine.

• how i loved by siri hustvedt.
• the boy in the striped pyjamas by john boyle
• 1984 by george orwell