⠀ girlhood is a spectrum

• i hate myself so much ⇄ i can transform
• yaypilled ⇄ •︵•
• everything is so magical ⇄ there's no meaning in being
• i ♡ hobbies · i ♡ creating ⇄ brain decay
• i will not accept a life i do not deserve ⇄ there's no hope for me at all
• god im begging you please help me ⇄ religion is manipulation
• you deserve it ⇄ guilt
• i hate pretentious people ⇄ i will pretend online
• i deserve this ⇄ what did i do wrong?
• i love being alone ⇄ desperation
• i forgot <3 ⇄ i forgot </3

j a n u a r y

• 31 · mignon manhwa adaptation

f e b r u a r y

• 06 · ateez comeback · GOLDEN HOUR : Part.4
• 26 · strange buildings · uketsu
• 27 · nothing's about to happen to me · mitski

m a r c h

• ?? · wanteez returns
• 13 · undertone (a24)

a p r i l

• ?? · liar game anime adaptation

q4

• ?? · the devil's plan season 3

𝔦. — true detective season one

• "if the only thing keeping a person decent is the expectation of divine reward then, brother, that person is a piece of shit" — rustin cohle
• "this is what i mean when i'm talking about time, and death, and futility. there are broader ideas at work. mainly, what is owed between us, as a society, for our mutual illusions. fourteen straight hours of staring at dbs, these are the things you think of. you ever done that? you look in their eyes, even in a picture. doesn't matter if they're dead or alive, you can still read them. and you know what you see? they welcomed it. hm. not at first, but right there in the last instant, it's an unmistakable relief. see, cause they were afraid and now they saw for the very first time how easy it was to just let go. and they saw... in that last nanosecon...

whats up ladies im several years behind ohohohho

• reading:
  • 10dance · satou inoue ●●○○○○○
  • tender is the flesh · agustina bazterrica ●●○○○○○○○○
• watching:
  • ateez variety shows
    • kq fellaz ●●●●●●●●○○○○○○○○○○○
• listening to ateez
• playing cube escape: seasons
• mood: orgasmic

queue ㅤ favorites ㅤ⭑ㅤ bookshelf ㅤ manga/hwa ㅤ films ㅤ tv ㅤ anime

i like soup

f e b r u a r y

• my dad finally told me what happened that day
  • his dad told him nothing
• ted the caver
  • this shit is so peak
• dead plate
• gone to see the river man · kristopher triana
  • ✦✦✦½✧ ㅤ "hell, she shoulda known what this was. shoulda known what i am."

j a n u a r y

• green room · jeremy saulnier, 2015

f e b r u a r y

j a n u a r y

• ateez ⭒ they're a bunch of hot nerds + their bond is so beautiful that it kinda makes me jealous and it pisses me off ♡
• yuri ⭒ y'all know what's up! women just do everything better than men (in comparison to 2d yaoi men) and that's a fact (still love yaoi tho)
• constance the reader ⭒ she's such a vibe and i think she's very funny

on repeat

• a-z: mv + dp (iomt, bouncy, crazy form, work, iyf, lemon drop) · killing voice (dingo) · fix off - roar · it's you + towards the light jp '24 · bbt choreo (it's you, iomt, the real )

34 stars deep into the new year

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“nothing of me is original. i am the combined effort of everybody i've ever known.” ― chuck palahniuk, invisible monsters

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