- flowey tops to wear w jeans
- oversized dreamy shirt
- chinos -- black or patterned
- 2 pieces skater skirt + top
jan 16 2024 ∞
mar 15 2024 +
- chewing on lips
- harming
- grazing
- heavily sugared or fatty foods
- texting w ppl who drain me (short n sweet is ok maybe)
- telling ppl my business !! :( especially :
- therapy debriefs
- specific traumas (if they ask for detail just divert, not their business -- save it for therapy or the journal)
- how much money i make (rude and weird? what do they need this info for)
- relationship issues !! especially in the heat of things :( not their business and speculations damage how they ppl see my partner
- eating outside of eating schedule (creates too many dishes, fucks up my energy lev...
dec 22 2023 ∞
dec 22 2023 +
- iced coffee
- clementines & tea
- dark chocolate & black coffee
- granola bar
- whole grain chocolate biscuit
- coke zero
- almond milk
- almond milk latte
- cucumber sticks
- carrot
- pickles
- pumpkin seeds
- tea
- coffee
- seaweed snacks
- protein shake
dec 14 2023 ∞
mar 15 2024 +
- loveprint RIEG; mbti INFP;
- i’m 1000 yrs old !
- romantic; melancholic; expressionist; forest soul; homesick for the stars; contemplative; hermit; rabbit; water/emotional; dreamwalker; death-positive; agape; humanistic; allsemenche; gaia; x
- familar: forest cat
- body: ingenue essence; light spring/light summer?;
- ideal/most resonant style: dark mori kei, headphones held together by tape, soft scarf, sleepy demeanor, leather backpack, greasy + wavy natural hair (honey brown) with dead long-ago-bleached tips, no obvious makeup, hollowed eyes, pale, tall, thin, glittery nails, ink/paintstained, vanilla/bergamot perfume, sleepy demeanor, soft voice/rarely talk.
- love: agape toward strangers, friends and family. intensely inlove with, nearly co...
dec 13 2023 ∞
mar 15 2024 +
- avalon or the origin of dragons
- a game with a witch in a field of mint ?
- butter yellow bedding from 1st grade
mar 25 2023 ∞
dec 13 2023 +
- ✧ grow my hair
- ∗ lose 5kg
- ✧ go to japan
- ∗ go to iceland
- ✧ be kind
jun 12 2020 ∞
dec 13 2023 +
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2024 -- NEXT
- reflecting
- journaling
- writing
- move to the next thing always
social
- keep secrets
- ask ppl questions
- checking w myself before letting others engage me
- reflecting
- journaling
home/selfcare
- hara hachi bun me
- rest
- clean apt
- schedule
- natural hair
- looking cute w "no makeup"
dec 22 2023 ∞
jan 12 2024 +
kitchen
- stock pantry
- spices, onions, oil, condiments, dry beans, grains,
- pasta-tallerkener le creuset or equiv.
- bigger frying pan for phad tai ++
- kjøkkenmaskin
- håndmikser
- replace stove lights
- replace håndtak
- clean fan filters
- menu chalkboard
bedroom
- el. blanket
- under-rug
- topsheet ikea
- nattbord
office
dec 17 2023 ∞
dec 17 2023 +
- black coffee
- almond milk cortado
- toast w maple syrup + cinnamon
- toast w
- banana !
- green smoothie (0.5 cold banana, almond milk, frzn greens, strawberries)
- oatmeal w brown sugar cinnamon & almond milk
- french toast w berries + cream + maple syrup + cinnamon
- cereal + almond milk
dec 14 2023 ∞
dec 14 2023 +
deactivate -
delete -
- messenger
- signal
- whatsapp
apr 6 2023 ∞
dec 13 2023 +
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add-ins --
-firm jello -mini tapioca -nata de coco -boba -jelly -diced fruit
base -- coconut milk, almond milk +
ratio -- 1 cup milk, 2 tbsp XXg condensed milk : 1 cup fruit : tapioca, jelly : XX cup ice
INGREDIENTS
For making strawberry jelly200 g strawberries (About 10 medium strawberries)800 g water (About 1⅓ cup)50 g granulated sugar (About ¼ cup)20 g jelly powder (About ½ bag if you use the bingfenfen Chinese jelly powder. Follow the instructions on the packages if you use jello powder, gelatin powder, or agar agar powder.) For cooking sago ⅓ cup sago2 cup water For making strawberry milk100 g strawberries (About ⅔ cup hulled and diced strawberries)240 g milk (About 1 cup. Can also use coconut milk.)2 tbsp sweetened condensed milk (Or 2 tbsps of sugar)
jan 14 2024 ∞
jan 14 2024 +
body
- 58kg (56)
- lose 7.3 kg & maintain loss !
- TDEE
- 6k - 10k steps / day
- tone up peach, arms - jumping fitness
- yoga
- TDEE
- 6k - 10k steps / day
skincare - face
- wash morning & night
- toner
- ice down eyes
- nianicide serum
- spf
- tone up cream
dec 17 2023 ∞
dec 17 2023 +
- grow hair out to cbl;
- cut curtain bangs, trim bluntly at collarbone
- fargeforbud ut 2024
- hair masks off -scalp
- take hair vitamins + tran
- lose 7kg
- eat vegan w bf/friends
- soda instead of beer !
- burn 500kcal / day
- reactivate gym membership
- do 3 classes / week ! yoga, cardio, str. training
- ddr☆ ☆ ☆ ☆
- keep apt clean !
- do a round of cleaning every day, scrub down bathroom once or twice / week; wash floors/windows/dust twice a week
dec 14 2023 ∞
dec 14 2023 +
- it's just a thought
- you are not entitled to his attention
- better to be right in your suspicion and stoic/non-reactive than wrong and destructive/ leaving pain with another human being
- the worst thing that can happen is ending up alone which will most likely happen anyway
- jealousy is a natural consequence of deep attachment
- gnom loves you to the point of vulnerability so be softer
apr 13 2023 ∞
dec 13 2023 +
- you don't have to
- those who ignore the mismatch of energy do not rightfully hold space just because they would like to
- those who pull and rip and tear into the meek are not granted closeness just because they are near -
apr 6 2023 ∞
dec 14 2023 +
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