• AM
  • Innisfree Blueberry Rebalancing 5.5 Cleanser
  • CeraVe PM Facial Moisturizing Lotion
  • Country & Stream Honey UV Water Gel SPF50+ PA++++
• PM
  • Heimish All Clean Balm
  • Innisfree Blueberry Rebalancing 5.5 Cleanser
  • CeraVe PM Facial Moisturizing Lotion
• Spot Treat
  • COSRX BHA Blackhead Power Liquid
  • COSRX Acne Pimple Master Patch
• On days I want to feel soft
  • The Ordinary AHA 30% + BHA 2% Peeling Solution

• 1999 and >
  • full bangs, bob cut
• 2000-2002
  • straight, mid length, usually in braids
• 2003-2005
  • wavy, mid length, always in a ponytail
• 2006
  • frizzy, long
• 2007
  • straightened, layered, mid length
• 2008
  • full bangs, wavy, mid length
• 2009
  • side bangs, straight, bob cut

• That I know by heart
  • English (fluent)
  • Tagalog (native)
  • I also took French for a year during college but I was very bad at it
• That I would love to dive in to (head first)
  • Czech
  • French again
  • German
  • Japanese

• Amihan by Tuxqs Rutaquio
• Ibalong by Rody Vera
• Dyip by Christian Tordecillas
• Euridice by Sarah Ruhl (online)
• Noli me Tangere: The Opera by Jose Rizal (lol)

• Always alert
  • A goofy labradork named Scott
  • A small floofzu named Suzy
• Dearly departed
  • Countless tiny colorful caged birds
  • A bunny named Bugs
  • A pregnant bunny named Lola

Is life the beginning of death?

Myers-Briggs Personality Test

• Personality: INFJ-T (71% Introverted, 53% Intuitive, 54% Feeling, 57% Judging)
• Variant: 71% Turbulent
• Role: Advocate (The Advocate personality type is very rare, making up less than one percent of the population, but they nonetheless leave their mark on the world. As members of the Diplomat Role group, Advocates have an inborn sense of idealism and morality, but what sets them apart is that they are not idle dreamers, but people capable of taking concrete steps to realize their goals and make a lasting positive impact.)
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Enneagram Test

• Type 9 (9w1)
• The Peacemaker: Keeping peace and harmony

Goal: It's 2019. Let's stop being messy.

• Main
  • (Left) Perceivable reality
  • (Right) All in my head
  • (Middle) Whatever is left; "everything else"
• Ongoing — An aide to living and dying (counterstatements)
• Archive
  • Stills stolen from the living (I would like to keep close to my heart)
  • Noises, sounds, and sweet airs
• Private — will remain as such *w*

• American Horror Story
  • S06E05 - Chapter 5
• Bob's Burgers
  • S07E04 - They Serve Horses, Don't They?
• Brooklyn Nine-Nine
  • S04E05 - Halloween IV
• How to Get Away With Murder
  • S03E07 - Call It Mother's Intuition
• Steven Universe
  • S04E07 - Onion Gang
• You're the Worst
  • S03E09 - The Seventh Layer

• 2015 macbook pro 13"/15" with retina display ⌒
• Animal Crossing: Happy Home Designer 3DS ⌒
• Beverly Hills Country Club Women perfume ⌒
• Chicago Women's Bullet Speed Roller Skates ⌒
• Fujifilm Instax Mini 90 Neo Classic ⌒
• Perversity Think Tank (Remix) by Supervert ⌒
• Real pearl necklace, real pearl earrings ⌒
• Rosary blessed in the Vatican ⌒
• Subaru BLT, 1987 ⌒
• The Consumer by Michael Gira ⌒

Remind yourself everyday, child.

"So please ask yourself: What would I do if I weren't afraid? And then go do it."

• Sheryl Sandberg

♡

"It’s not my responsibility to be beautiful. I’m not alive for that purpose. My existence is not about how desirable you find me."

• Warsan Shire

♡

"Water does not resist. Water flows. When you plunge your hand into it, all you feel is a caress. Water is not a solid wall, it will not stop you. But water always goes where it wants to go, and nothing in the end can stand against it. Water is patient. Dripping water wears away a stone. Remember that, my child. Remember you are half water. If you can't go through an...

Things strangers say (and/or) assumed about me on the internet:

• "You seem excellent, although slightly terrifying. But mostly good."
• "You probably should be an author or a playwright. You took me on a cool journey; but, I didn't know where I was at the end. That's cool, it was a good ride."
• "So I love you now. Thought you should know."
• "How rare it is to find a gem in the rough or a needle in a haystack."
• "I doubt it would be much of a deduction to think you're a writer. Maybe I'll hear back from you."
• "Hello, may I know you?"
• "You seemed like a troubled person. Or perhaps this is just one of your characters."
• "You are very beautiful."
• "This is a shameless attempt to get your ...

• I am not afraid anymore. This is a minuscule part of the internet nobody will ever read yet I am another person trying to get across even just a little of what I feel behind my skin turn me inside out I want you to see me these bones ache for you here I am! Please be a voyeur look at me.
• My nails began to hurt the day you asked about the scars on my body, like they were infinite lines on a map you were born to explore until we were both deep inside the hollow of my skull and how you lighted lanterns along my spine to help see the right path. I said turn around to the nearest gas station on the left, you turned me around and penetrated my whole being. Dearest of all my dear I bet you can see through my skin. I bet you had always known how lost I was within myself.
• The day I stop thinking is the day I fade...

• American sweetgum
• Arctic poppies
• Begonias
• Blue violets
• Bluebells
• Cottongrass
• Cushion bush
• Dahlias
• Double wave petunias
• Endless summer hydrangea
• Fields of dandelions
• Flowering maples
• Forget-me-nots (what kind of flower name is this do you want to kill me) *_*
• Gardenias
• Ivy-leaved cyclamen
• Large-leaved kōwhai
• Lilies
• Lily of the valley
• Mock orange jasmine
• Pansies

• What do you think of her from Great Expectations ⌒
• Kissing in the rain from Great Expectations ⌒
• This is my heart from Great Expectations ⌒
• The poet from Before Sunrise ⌒
• Phone call from Before Sunrise ⌒
• That scene in Take this Waltz where Lou asks Margot to take a shower then dumps cold water on her and says: "There's no problem with the water. There's nothing to get fixed. I thought when we're 80, I'll tell Margot I've been doing this her whole life, and it'll make her laugh. As kind of a long term joke." (cries)
• I want to know what you do to me from Take this Waltz⌒
• Montage from Take this Waltz ⌒
• Comptine d'un autre été from Amélie ⌒
• Aquarium from Romeo + Juliet ⌒

• Musically inclined, especially in:
  • Sax
  • Keyboard
  • Violin
  • Vocal ahh
• Writers! (Especially poets who write about you *w*)
• When he talks to you as if it's as natural as breathing
• Being pulled closer in front of other men
• Holding my hand tighter in front of other women
• Gruff men who get all soft and happy when they're with you
• Big men with calloused hands who touch you like you’re something incredibly special
• Grumpy men who chuckle at your bad jokes
• Calm men who get protective and irrationa...

• Warsan Shire
• Azra Tabassum
• J. Scott Grand
• Supervert

I have decided my little girls' names: Lilith Margaux and Lucille Antoinette as in they will grow up to be intelligent and beautiful, poisonous flowers.

• Alena
• April
• Basil
• Clementine
• Dania
• Lilith / Lily
• Lucille / Lucy
• Luna
• Midori
• Persephone