↷ pretty much all you need to do for this is write five things. these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day.

• 1. going back to reality is kinda hard for me since i have my head on the clouds all the time, hard time focusing, feeling pretty dumb, loona yyxy, finding new songs;
• 2. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, pizza for dinner with tons of coke, video-call with ana, reading the ersatz elevator, trying to study again;
• 3. red lipstick and going out with my family, mint chocolate is horrible, eating in a different place, watermelon candles, studying biochem and organizing my stuff;
• 4. biochem classes, trying not to cry from boredom, playing uno, going home early, sleeping too late, my favorite TREE;
• 5. birth chart, genetics first class, coming home early again, studying, eating coxinhas, happy list;
• 6. tiring classes, lunch with ana♥, watching something in the rain with my baby♥, taking a LONG way home, reading and losing my mind;
• 7. first test! of this semester, trying not to feel unloved, trying to communicate, not eating enough, freaking out;
• 8. not feeling ok, i'm constantly like this, why does it have to be so hard to me to feel ok with myself, nice classes, eating with ana, wow;
• 9. cleaning my house, going out with my mother and buying japanese beer(it's pretty good), getting ready for the party!~, kissing ana under the stars, nicest day;
• 10. not sleeping quite enough, saving kitties, trying to study, finishing ersatz elevator, so far so good;
• 11. different mondays, watching something in the rain with ana, making her laugh is my favorite thing, soft memes, studying;
• 12. STUDYING, valentine's day without ana :(, crying a lot, studying, being productive;
• 13. trying to be productive but failing, getting anxious because of my next test, talking to our teacher in group, trying to sleep, awful;
• 14. second test:(, not sure if i'll ever be good enough, going to joão and matheus' place for the first time, visiting cleonia, going to gustavo's place;
• 15. friday i'm in love, my aunt is here!, not getting to see ana and feeling frustrated to the point i started CRYING, world cup!;
• 16. six months with ana<3, helping strangers and getting feed by strangers, drinking laughing and eating a lot, it just feels so right, dragon ball z (my cousins came);
• 17. first brazil match! drinking beer with matheus & cris, laughing my ass off with all of them, eating coxinhas, holding my baby, my mom being an ass;
• 18. sad monday kicked in, studying with ana, nice afternoon classes!, taking a walk with ana, eating queijadinha;
• 19. rainy day, laughing in the rain with ana, finally paying cris, my brother's party getting cancelled, having (banana) pizza for dinner;
• 20. really tiring and crazy classes, i can't keep up with my physics teacher, studying for my anatomy test while teasing ana, finally going to my brother's party, new skol;
• 21. anatomy test, walking around with ana, spending money on food is our HOBBY, feeling quite satisfied, always anxious;
• 22. brazil's second match!, drinking and screaming til the very end, biochem class was actually nice, hot dog in matheus' house, scary night;
• 23. last day with my cousins and aunts here, studying anatomy, something in the rain, são joão!, trying to find new songs;
• 24. sundays are awful, studying, having açaí after a long time, reading, trying to sleep;
• 25. anatomy test, studying for chemistry, genetics class was kinda nice, meeting gustavo's parents, listening to music in the physics lab with joão, walking home;
• 26. xxyx first win got ROBBED, crying to what is love in the bathroom, not having lunch, trying to study, eating good at night;
• 27. chemistry test and trying not to cry about failing, brazil's third match in MY HOUSE!, feijoada with my friends, ana's first time at my house, talk feelings;
• 28. having a billion classes, being able to take the 5pm bus got me in the feelings, feeling trash for a change lmao, going out with my sister and mom♥, eating good!;
• 29. lazy ass is HUGE, not feeling good about myself, biochem class, joao's birthday♥, coming home with gustavo;
• 30. i love saturdays more than i should, the incredibles 2 with ana♥, having subway! and tortuguitas, longest hot dog of mah lyf, nice in general;