- I (kind of) believe I would eventually have to pay back - family said I survived because of meds (when I was born). So I thought it's either these meds has effects that will only be apparent in the long run or I'm just paranoid.
- Summer last year, I suddenly had a feeling of not being able to live (be alive) past thirty.
- There was a time when I figuratively saw clearly the line that divides/between sanity and insanity. And I wondered what would happen if I try and do things and be under the latter. I thought it was really easy to be one or the other. And sometimes it's just a choice.
- I have this feeling that I won't get married at all. I just don't know why (if it's a choice or because of circumstances)
- I feel pressured every time
- Sometimes I wonder if there will ever be a person I could always be comfortable with in any situation
- There was a time when even after a couple of years I still wasn't sure if I can call my circle of people as friends
- I haven't really cleared up/answered all my questions about friendship
- I am insecure
- I like chick flicks because most of the time they're a no-brainer and almost always they give you happy endings
- I sometimes think that evil is just around the corner
- I don't like users. And I feel really bad whenever I feel like I am one of those.
- I actually feel uncomfortable around guys almost always (except close buddies)
- I (think I) harbored feelings for a girl once ..or twice
- Whenever I really admire girls, I do a double take, making sure if I'm still what I think and say I am. Haha
- I don't like debates, much more participating in them (because of various reasons) but I don't hate watching this kind of thing
- Sometimes I get conscious and it pushes me out of my wits
- I easily like a person
- (More than?) Seven billion people, many years for a lifetime, yet you don't romantically end up with anyone. When I think of it, sometimes it's scary. And just sad.
- Sometimes I really mean it when I sing John Mayer's Love song for no one.
- Sometimes I think just (this) one person could make me change for the better
- Seriously, I don't just do anything (with myself(?)) for anyone.
- Sometimes I could be away for (a bit) too long yet it's fine to not that communicate with friends
- But sometimes I miss people too much and too early
- I find it hard to be verbally affectionate/express feelings with words with people
- I feel like crying everytime I get angry
- I hate seeing old people and kids working hard much more in the streets
- I am kinda different when I'm with family
- I am kinda different when I'm with friends
- I tend to be violent when furious
- I am actually much kinder around friends. I think it's because I am not confident they'll still stick with me if I always say what I feel like saying and do what I feel like doing
- I hate inconsiderate and insensitive people
- I am easily pleased
- I love children's books (mainly because it's a light read and I always/often pick up something from it that just awes me)
- I get awed a lot
- Sometimes even I get surprised by what I do
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