- looking old, obviously
- not being able to run or jump into the air excitedly (i tend to do that a lot)
- the receding hairline
- not being hit on anymore
- when i realize i've just given some long lecture to some kid
- being BORING
- eventually needing a damn cane
- watching my kids make bad decisions
- having people help me up
- feeling like doing absolutely nothing
- getting old and grumpy
- losing my hearing
- my fucking TEETH
- no longer having a good excuse to dress like a semi-ho
- the possibility of living alone
- the possibility of DYING alone
- the fact that time is running out for me
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