- had a misscariage when i didnt even know i was preagnent
- not date scott
- tell my friends, at that time, what i really think of them to better myself
- confess for the first time in my life to anyone, including myself, that i have an eating dissorder...i love you scott
- get naked in front of someone
- get into a fist fight-i dont like violence
- get cheated on by my now ex-boyfriend, who not but maybe a month before hand was litterally my estfriend... and is again today
- have my now ex-boyfriend punch me in the face
- have my mom cry because of something i did or said to her or because of a choice i made
- quit doing coke and weed
- live in my car, it was just for two days, but its hard to think for a moment even that you have no where to go
- have my bestfriend cry because of something i said, or how i said it, that was taken the wrong way to make him think that i want to leave and never talk to him or anyone else again
- lifes hard. the end.
nov 2 2008 ∞
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