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i am a 17 year old bibliophile.
i have severe nyctophobia.

"you could claim that anything's real if the only basis for believing in it is that nobody's proved it doesn't exist."

"so, all of time and space. anything that ever happened or ever will. where do you want to start?"

astrum lux lucis! follows:
dylan books (to read.)
love machine to do (to do.)
crushes (boyfriends.)
hobbies (colors i want to dye my hair.)
a. television (guilty pleasures)
  • the dark. this is probably my biggest fear.
  • any and all bugs, but mostly spiders.
  • dead asian girls. (this is a legitimate fear. i'm more afraid of them than i am of actual, plausible things.)
  • going into the water at the beach and not seeing what i'm stepping on.
  • my mother dying.
  • losing my three best friends.
  • getting old.
  • wasting my life away doing nothing.
  • the idea of having to be a responsible, self-sufficient adult.
  • mri machines.
  • the paranormal.
  • the idea of pregnancy. (having a living creature inside of you and feeding off of you.)
  • talking to most people on the phone.
  • confined spaces, especially if it's dark.
  • looking out the window at night.
  • underneath my bed.
  • surgery / anesthesia.
  • the fact that the world could end at any moment.
  • the idea of space and infinite time and how big the world is.
  • thinking about how underneath my skin, i'm just a skeleton with some organs.
  • being alone.
  • anthropodermic bibliopegy. (the practice of binding books with human skin.)
jun 30 2010 ∞
jun 30 2010 +