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"What divine music she lured out of the old violin--merry and sad, gay and sorrowful by turns, music such as the stars of morning might have made singing together, music that the fairies might have danced to in their revels among the green hills or on yellow sands, music that might have mourned over the grave of a dead hope. Then she drifted into a still sweeter strain. As he listened to it he rea...

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  • I am sipping my cup of chai tea. The dishes are done, laundry is on the go, and an empty box is waiting for me to fill it. I am really struggling. This year is the struggle year. I have attended all the programs I ever wanted to, had the experiences I wanted, met the partner and companion I wanted, and still I feel lost. I rambled to my mom about the things I need to do as a musician with free time; how empty days, solitude and independence are a blessing. Then the skies turn grey and the rain drips on the window pane and its the only sound I can hear. And it is often blocked out by voices in my mind telling me I can't do it, I don't have the talent, the opportunities, the connections, the unique and creative energy needed. So I'm going to watch American Dad, pack boxes and pray.
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