• losing weight... again, and again, and again, and again...
  • getting better grades... not working. at all.
  • being nicer... well, i try. sometimes i still think really mean things in my head. well, and i'm openly kinda bitchy to people who deserve it.
  • being a better daughter... failed. miserably. utterly. no. it's funny how i still strive for it, though, how i still want their approval, even after everything.
  • managing my time... hell no.
  • eating healthier... believe me, if i could, i'd have only fruit and vegetables and tea (and alcohol) in my house.
  • exercising more... no time. no time.
  • being less dependent on other people for happiness... i'll get back to you on that.
jan 25 2011 ∞
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