having hsr as my favorite gacha game is a curse. there is just not much to do in the actual game unless i want to take mental damage doing du or something. i stopped right before the elbert epilogues on ikevil and i don’t know why.. i find the game mechanics kind of frustrating and im usually able to look past my grievances but i think im just mentally not able to at the moment. i started genshin again kinda because i wanna pull skirk . i haven’t 36 starred abyss like since late 2024 or something (i also dont really try it) but it requires more investment in a lot of characters i dont quite care to invest in. i also think mavuika feels like shit to play on mobile and so does most of the natlan cast but i cope w kinich xilo. i have always hated spending my resin on artifacts and im not starting now. not for 200 primos. i like natlan music a lot as ive been exploring so sometimes i do turn off the depressing music playlists to tune the fuck in. zzz is whatever i got pissed off at the shop event and i finally figured out what i was doing wrong and then i just felt like i didn’t give a gaf. special rfgoa section im kind of fucjing obsessed and i even wrote a reddit essay about the game maybe ill copy paste it here bc i kinda get embarrassed having my thoughts on reddit sometimes. i haven’t played in a couple days thought because #depression but im also going to try to space it out a bit more.. i love it i want it to last a good long while for me.