• june 21, 2025

having hsr as my favorite gacha game is a curse. there is just not much to do in the actual game unless i want to take mental damage doing du or something. i stopped right before the elbert epilogues on ikevil and i don’t know why.. i find the game mechanics kind of frustrating and im usually able to look past my grievances but i think im just mentally not able to at the moment. i started genshin again kinda because i wanna pull skirk . i haven’t 36 starred abyss like since late 2024 or something (i also dont really try it) but it requires more investment in a lot of characters i dont quite care to invest in. i also think mavuika feels like shit to play on mobile and so does most of the natlan cast but i cope w kinich xilo. i have always hated spending my resin on artifacts and im not starting now. not fo...

• im an english major im graduating soon! i have completed the english major part of my degree so now im literally just floating
• im probably transmasc i don’t have a job but i still don’t gaf ab that rn it brings me peace to not think ab it actually. yes i wish i was many many things but like why think about that when i can think about boys kissing
• i am chill with talking about my asexuality tho bc i have come to terms with it so hi i am fucjing nothing
• i am mexican ummmmm if that matters
• i have a very bad sweets addiction like to the point it’s probably unhealthy but why am i gonna die unhappy. hand me the chocolate
• my birthday is march 22. remember that… im an aries okay
• i have like 6 piercings but none of them ...

this list is like yume + theme/setting etc. a lot of these are cowritten but my stories exist pretty much individually and don’t really need context of my friend’s halves. please co write with me. holds my hand out like im an idol on stage. i need you.

these are all wips but have basics down:

hokuto:

• idol (main, not explicitly a canon retell but has the most canon elements)
• ice skating
• supernatural 1 (demon/kitsune)
• wizards
• heaven/hell?!
• actors
• uni
• farm..
• princess/prince 🙂‍↕️

kafka

• llsip episode 10 (need to watch ep 8)

llsip is everything i needed it to be and more. i guess you can say i have a nostalgia bias for mu’s but honestly it feels like falling in love for the first time properly. the way they love eachother and formed bonds, the way everyone’s reason for hesitating to be an idol makes sense. hanayo’s insecurity, eli’s trauma, nico’s jealousy.. im so glad i did this i can’t wait to finish it up!!

• higurashi when they cry (vn remaster watch through)

the main reason im watching through is bc i can’t handle horror very well especially with the ample time i spend pretty much entirely by myself. i always associate insanely well written masterpieces with these older japanese VNs and higurashi is kind of the first im getting into becau...

mostly these are like lil guys . this is a lil guy list

• VIVID BAD SQUAD!!! all of them. An has kind of edged out as my favorite lol but im proud and strong VBS oshi since 2021 . love forever
• akiren p5
• aqua onk. sorry
• hikaren starira. im also claudine maya yuri enjoyer but like get back to me on this ON EVERYTHING WE FINALLY WATCHING STARIRA
• aya bandori.. im probably pasupare fan but im only one season into the lore so thoughts form. i was a big yukina fan previously i think she could come back into my scope but im extremely idol pilled
• my d4dj oshi is rei on god we coming back to d4dj
• NICO LOVELIVE!!!!!! originally when i was like. 14 i was into kotori but like hone...

anime:

• apothecary diaries
• love live animes…all of them (sip▶️)
• bandori animes? avemuji?
• finish daistar maybe
• REVSTAR
• uma musume maybe
• mahoyaku
• card captor
• wind breaker
• blue lock s2
• nichijou
• maybe fate?

mobage:

• keep reading twst I WILL ESCAPE BOOK 6
• bureimai
• mahoyaku
• bandori
• helios

this is just a tenren dump area im gonna yoink and maybe archive my like thoughts and stuff so my tweets don’t get lost to the void lol

happy almost tenren anniversary to me (todays may 20 2025, i consider the anni to be may 23 :P)

here’s a not cohesive timeline of threads i’ve written about them that i find. kind of an archive for myself and i don’t really agree with everything i said as i write this.

i would say i monoship as i cannot really see ten with anyone else at all. there’s a lot of nuance to it but my ten opinions are pretty detailed and my renga opinions are less specific but it’s easier for me to decide upon seeing it.. hopefully this makes sense..

https://x.com/kafutenren/status/18773103... - efs ending thoughts

https://x.com/kafutenren/status/18571080... - more efs

https://x.com/kafutenren/status/18261417... - ten novel read (reread after sun will ...

yumes but i just share what these guys mean to me instead

so to be honest yumeing is a big source of comfort for me. i keep a lot of it to myself but im happy to talk about it and talk any kind of au with these characters . im not that picky if i see yaoi of them on my timeline but these guys mean a lot to me ..

• hokuto hidaka - #1 forever, i don’t play about this guy. my biggest sense of familiarity comes from him. i don’t actively talk about ongoings in enstars except for hokuto and adjacent trickstar things. but im always thinking about him, he’ll be the guy i love the most for forever.
• oguro kafka - a lot of people like him but i feel like discussions into him are a little far and few in between. i will actively say i love him and might say romant...