- squirrels 
 
    - sadness 
 
    - life (in general) 
 
    - when I think I've had a conversation with someone in reality, but actually it was in a dream 
 
    - heights (not like exaggerated heights; more like if I'm at the top of a stairwell and I look down over the railing...my feet get all tingly) 
 
    - lack of peripheral vision (maybe this is more of a makes-me-nervous kind of thing) 
 
    - nightmares where I am being chased and I a) can't run fast enough b) get to my door but can't open it c) get to my door and fumble/drop my keys 
 
    - today's youth/their intellectual abilities 
 
    - when i don't care about anything 
 
    - clowns 
 
    - failure 
 
    - occasional trains of thought 
 
    - becoming destitute 
 
    - not remembering when i do things 
 
    - the thought that i will look back on my life with deep, unshakable regret 
 
  
            mar 31 2011 ∞
 jan 31 2017 +