philosophical / healing

• 'the importance of being radical explained through the metaphor of flowers'
  • eckhart tolle's new earth - presence?
• approaching healing
  • to say we need to be healed is to say something is wrong with you... which is not true
  • don't treat it like self-development
  • more like integration
• play the game of life with the cards you've been dealt
  • know thyself
  • talents
  • understanding of trauma and past experience
  • my examples: obsessive, indecisive =
• a book-club! a new earth, women rose rooted
• nourish your roots (healing in nature terms)
• the world is sick (corona and racism...)
• merleau-ponty's philosophy!
• what is flirtation
• george bataille and base matters
• embracing destruction and chaos and the 'bad parts' of nature

a radically loving way of living

• the case for celebrating yourself
  • what i learned on my birthday
• do not seek love outside of yourself ever even if you want a boyfriend haha
• my self-love rampage that came from letting go of toxic attachments and following my dreams!
• meeting your inner child's unmet needs (see iphone notes)
• convalesce and coalesce - love yourself whole.
  • integrating your shadow
  • not fearing fear or bad things or ego.
  • synthesise fragments by showing light to your shadow and embrace them.
• 'drawbacks of a spiritual practice'
• manifest reality is a mirror of your mind
• boundless love with boundaries (be loving but discerning)
• re-parenting yoursef

personal

• i fucking love rollercoasters
• resistance to authority and discipline: make your own system, be your own authority, and be obedient to yourself (power dynamics)
• my story of embracing my shadow
• the penny dropped (when I realised I had bpd)
• give yourself permission to follow your dreams
• the page of pentacles - be inquisitive and be a student of the world
• use your imagination for something creative instead
• not afraid of pain! princess nokia!
• embracing multipotentiality
• my diagnosis - cxg & bpd
• abandonment
• letting go of the fear of being crazy!
• the power of music to move people, my relationship to it and how it helped me as a child, my poem, the script
• 'where is the love' the irony of protests? kindness is the cure to hostility...
  • love revolution
• embracing my untamed wild creativity - consciousness and design intertwined