- first day - roomie
      
        - they paired me well 
- too well... 
- wonder if meeting someone so out of your comfort zone would have been more interesting OR more destructive... 
- turns out to be very quiet 
- I think I may be more of a nusciance than a benefit to him. 
- distinct lack of concern towards how he is perceived on the outside - freakishly little 
- had a few disagreements 
- hates small talk enough to be (unintentionally?) rude to me :( 
 
- first day - garden party
      
        - pizza/soda 
- met a few people 
- stuck around with roomie and handful of people 
- perhaps copying the persona of socialable people would have worked..but to what ends 
 
- first day - boat party
      
        - food ok 
- not great social environment due to NOISE OF THE MUSIC 
- began raining 
- spent 50% of time alone not talking, :/ other 50% was ok though only with people i had already met or hideous dancing, being ironic but it was lost on everyone. give up being ironic or meet others who share same sensibility 
- overwhelming sense to give up with the pointless small talk its all done on the perception of people via looks. i dont approach people who im unsure of and i guess everyone else does too... 
 
- kitchen people
      
        - ncie bunch of people 
- good mix 
- socialising is tough since i feel inadquant about my cooking skills due to never really being shown how... 
- drinking seems to make a large part of the social events, but I lack the ability to drink :< 
- everyone has buddied off or gone into another kitchen. 
- only one person who i can relate to easily 
 
- first meeting with tutorial group
      
        - seem nice enough 
- amazing diversity 
- find it hard to relate 
- moderate characters 
- too serious for me or they need to open up a bit? 
- definite lack of bonding 
 
- lectures
      
        - not falling asleep after 10 mins is hard 
- falling behind is going to make up the rest of my life 
- few people care 
- have a gang woooo, no more awkward seat finding yay 
- just don't work for me 
- at least 40% dont go and do perfectly fine... 
 
- First group project
      
        - fractured group 
- me making hilarious comments - not productive 
- feel that 2 sub groups forming!!! me as the bridge, belonging to no group :( 
- Amazing fun, excellent experience, everyone opened up!! 
- final producted failed epically, though not  waste of time 
 
- tutorial sessions
      
        - waste of time for most 
- only ever talking 
- gathering of the group is much fun 
- opportunity to socialize 
- tutors always attempt for you to understand it yourself - no thanks.. 
 
- New gang
      
        - solves seating problems and people to lunch with 
- always sharing food - most amazing thing ever 
- shared interests and levels of maturity (finding free food) 
- some external socialising 
- not solid, but together 
- everyone likes (and can talk to) everyone else!! 
- love eating together and mixing it up with different cafes (mech eng, EEE, RSM, SAF) 
 
- the halls of residence
      
        - well kitted out 
- little mixing going on 
- strongest groups are those which are lucky enough to be alike and live close by. 
- Finding it hard to converse with others 
- found one person of the same ethnicity woop woop - spoke for hours 
- people stick to their floors 
- i know and speak to 3 out of the 17 people who live in my hall and do my course :( i know of at least 5 others 
- made one hall friend due no mutual interests, no one else 
 
- best friend's friends
      
        - amazing people - all of them 
- fitted right in without much effort 
- mainly bond through shared lack of maturity and common home place (LONDON!!) 
- tolerate his personality and find it endearing 
- some met through snooker 
- small circle but already awkward with reluctant love interest..lol 
 
         oct 3 2009 ∞
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