- April 7th: Packing. Train journey to Birmingham. Walked by the canal. Sake @ Wagamama (most awesome drink). Chatting to Brooke all evening.
- April 8th: Feeling so happy. Gold and diamonds. Shopping!!! (for YSL mascara). Lychee bubble tea. Cocktails, huge pizza, coffee + chocolate brownie.
- April 9th: Forever 21. LOTS of clothes shopping. Starbucks. Tired/Back to Wagamama to drink more sake. Train ride home.
- April 10th: Lazy morning. Blue sky. Read some essays. Binge-watched 8 Passengers. Applied for finance for my GRADUATING YEAR (thought we'd never get there)!.
- April 11th: Springy!. Driving my car again. Successful library session. ANNE-MARIE TICKETS!!!. Boner - enough said.
- April 12th: Library. Blueberry muffins and caramel fraps. Cold again. Tired. Nothingy evening/very crap tv.
- April 13th: Blueberry hot chocolate @ Coffee Cherry. Too many emails. Feeling blech. Creative writing/ My Favorite Murder. Mate, Britain has literally no fucking talent (ok maybe a lil bit).
- April 14th: Creative writing. Grocery shopping. Grandparents. Smoothie. Cold evening walk/ My Favorite Murder.
- April 15th: Great morning. Frankenstein library sesh. Perfect idea for creative writing!. Car trip from HELL (>2hrs home). Major fire at Notre Dame.
- April 16th: No sleep. Horrible day/too tired. Organising clothes. Avocado toast. Calm, relaxing evening.
- April 17th: Feeling better. Relaxed, sunny morning. Renaissance library session. Long drive home. Hanna.
- April 18th: Really sunny. Relaxing. Summer house with Brooke. YouTube. Hanna.
- April 19th: Did nothing all day and it was great!. GOING TO PARIS!!!. My Favorite Murder. Playing with many kitties. Finished Hanna.
- April 20th: Coffee Cherry. Made kebabs. Easter BBQ (there's a bear in my hot tub... i mean hot tubs just suck in general tho). Summer house with cute lights. Cool shower.
- April 21st: Easter. Golden bunny. Not enough reading. You know those days when you just aren't your best self?. Blech.
- April 22nd: Golden Child review. Maren Morris. Grandparents here. Bohemian Rhapsody. “like Bake Off but for serial killers!”.
- April 23rd: Queen. Library/ Modernism essay. Creative Writing idea (The Book About The Knight). Laughed so hard rosé came out my nose. Doctor Who.
- April 24th: Killer Queen. Positive vibes. Cloudburst/caramel macchiato. Library session. FRIENDS (i fall in love with this show again every time i see it).
- April 25th: Coursework. Almost done/so excited!. Hail storm. Doctor Who. Coffee, writing + Queen in the car.
- April 26th: Library. Relaxing rain + blue sky on the motorway. Binge-watched Doctor Who. Pizza and cocktails out. More coursework (2 days to go!).
- April 27th-29th: Fucking exhausted. Last minute panic. Too much coursework/really stressed. ALL COURSEWORK IN ON TIME THANK GOD!!!. Moved back to my castle for the last time! (hopefully...).
- April 30th: Longest, most relaxing sleep. Still adrenaline-y. Doctor Who all morning. Starbucks/key debacle. Soothing drive home.
- May 1st: So tired. More Doctor Who. Nothing much happened. ... Doctor Who. ...yeah.
- May 2nd: Coffee Cherry. Donated old clothes. Drinks @ Crosslands with everyone. Drove Timothy home. 11pm noodles.
- May 3rd: Productive day. Booked appointments. Drove home (to pack and actually move in again). Last ever Founders payment!. Really want to go to York uni/ Lara Croft.
- May 4th: Packing clothes/my impressive t-shirt collection. Sleet. Tolkien movie. Indoor BBQ. Doctor Who.
- May 5th: Just Do It - Julia Michaels. Back to the castle. Unpacking/decorating. Amazon/Redbubble order (finally got the unicorn t-shirt!). Doctor Who + music.
- May 6th: Apple - Julia Michaels. Coursework questions released. Bored as hell/no phone. Doctor Who. Plans got cancelled, but at least it's not King Lear Day anymore.
- May 7th: Very bored. Frustrated with the English department. Careers adviser (also frustrating/hopeless). Amazon order arrived. Lycidas.
- May 8th: Much rain. Transferred to Crime Writing!!. Trying to be organised. Archie Harrison. My Favorite Murder.
- May 9th: Lycidas library session. Love and madness essay notes. Training day mix-up. No rehearsal > Crosslands. Drunk.
- May 10th: What even is this hangover?. Weird morning, mostly in bed. Fresh air/ My Favorite Murder. Card for Brooke. Parents' house.
- May 11th: Cider at the pub with dad. Early birthday present + unicorn wrapping paper!. The Duchess of Malfi (is weird). Thai takeaway!. Doctor Who.
- May 12th: Walk in the woods. Coffee with mum. Shop windows in town. Helping with paperwork + shredding. BBQ.
- May 13th: All my friends are busy again. Coffee Cherry. The Changeling. Walk in town with the kids. Fake tan.
- May 14th: Too-early start. Library. My Favorite Murder. Korean. Late night walk.
- May 15th: Crappy morning. Warm + sunny. Library Sesh. Cute baby deer/walk to Virginia Water. Essaying by the lake.
- May 16th: Library/essays/ Satyricon. Bad cramps + feeling sick (i even napped?!). So, someone blew up the microwave. Joey Graceffa. Fucking hell, why does everyone always cancel plans?.
- May 17th: Libraryyyyy. Got some work (hopefully writing). Modules allocated for next year!. Doctor Who. Bubble tea/back to the library.
- May 18th: Restless night. Another library/essay day (300 words to go!). Starting to like Amy and Rory. Really nice vegetarian curry. Watched the Eurovision votes.
- May 19th: Finishing essays. Feeling tired. Starbucks. Last coursework finished!. I ACTUALLY COMPLETED A WHOLE YEAR OF A DEGREE!!!.
- May 20th: Last coursework in!. Ice cream day. Strawberries/binge-watching Doctor Who. I have to go - it's too lonely here. Migraine overcome.
- May 21st: Can't believe everything's done. Productive morning. Virginia Woolf. Watched FRIENDS for hours. A bit depressed.
- May 22nd: Sunshine + blue sky. DISSERTATION!!!. Starbucks. I may just love Clara Oswin Oswald. 'romantic junkie poets'.
- May 23rd: Too early. Back to work. Re-wrote a website!. Cider at the pub. Election + Doctor Who.
- May 24th: Early morning. Work. Team profiles. So I actually enjoyed work today!?. All About Eve @ little village cinema.
- May 25th: Chill + sunny day. Coffee Cherry. Doctor Who/tired. BBQ. Groundhog Day.
- May 26th: Finance + politics. Progressing in Korean. Sunny garden. FRIENDS. Up too late watching YouTube.
- May 27th: Lovely Ronnie. Still really tired. Uni. Didn't do much. Binge-watched Netflix.
- May 28th: Early start. Train ride to London. Pirate training in Hackney. Drinks with A, E, T & C. Smoking cigars/talking/kissing/wtf???.
- May 29th: So fucking confused. Really tired. At work early/coffee. Lunch @ Old Crown with dad. Website complete.
- May 30th: Up early to collect my car. Campus. FRIENDS. Summer house. Just not ready to commit.
- May 31st: Packing/broken lift. Coffee with Tim (we're all good). Got paid!. New jeans. Doctor Who.
- June 1st: Perfect day. Drinks @ Pack Horse with A, E & I. 10 books!. BBQ. Star Wars.
- June 2nd: Cold again. Nothingy day. LOTS of reading. Bought expensive railcard (cries). More Star Wars.
- June 3rd: Shopping morning/really great offers!!. Korean + reading Frost In May. Kitty orgy (uh...). Decorated t-shirts with the kids. Love Island is back.
- June 4th: Packing up. Leaving the castle (in the sucky rain). Watched Doctor Who. Tim’s jazz concert. Love Island.
- June 5th: Nightmares about grades (aaah). Finished Frost In May. Bank. Coffee Cherry. Star Wars.
- June 6th: Reading We Have Always Lived In The Castle + not liking it. Made an omelette!. Walked to town. Love Island. Finally heard from English department.
- June 7th: Strange day. Torrential rain. Coffee Cherry with Brooke. People Just Do Nothing (including me, apparently). Love Island.
- June 8th: Rain showers. Starbucks. Saw Grandma. More Korean!. Indian takeaway/ceylon, coconut rice and raita.
- June 9th: Slept in. Lots of podcasts. Planning for the future/dog food. Tired + stressy. Love Island.
- June 10th: Really rainy. Coffee out. Lots of ‘Super Dads’/crafting (!). Kids. Sort of depressed.
- June 11th: Motivation is lacking. Got back to reading. Sent some job applications. Nachos. My Favorite Murder + Love Island.
- June 12th: Very long day - lovely evening. Wagamama. Lennon Stella!. ANNE-MARIE!!!XX. Midnight driving in the rain.
- June 13th: Another rainy day. Boxed up old dvds. Coffee Cherry. Brooke’s exhibition. Waiting for results (stress).
- June 14th: Bad morning. Volunteering in London. Why are there fucking pedestrians on the track???. Juanita. Finishing the year in a strong position (and all was right with the world...).
- June 15th: Obsessed with Taylor Swift’s You Need To Calm Down. Signed out for the year. Goodbye castle. Love Island. Doctor Who.
- June 16th: Quiet morning. Grandparents visited. Coffee ice cream. New job?. Love Island.
- June 17th: Slept in. Grand hotel. Interview. Took kids to the wood/park. Love Island.
- June 18th: More rain. Doctor Who. Lunch out - coffee, fishcakes. Rehearsal day changed. Love Island.
- June 19th: Library. T S Eliot books. Saw Cecilia. Starbucks. Love Island.
- June 20th: Kew Gardens with Brooke. Much plants. Beautiful lily/hibiscus room. Watching Love Island. ...then everything changed forever.
- June 21st: Collected mum from her MOT. Coffee Cherry with Brooke. Wedding. Polishing glasses. Home (too) late.
- June 22nd: Shopping. Cute new t-shirt. Caramel frapuccino. Dreadful work shift (polishing forks??). Home late/cauliflower popcorn.
- June 23rd: Relaxed day. My Antonia. Garden. Nachos. Stranger Things.
- June 24th: Not much on. Fire outside. Walked to the pond with Brooke. Helped out with the kids. Doctor Who.
- June 25th: Watched Netflix. Looking for new work. Bella. Pizza, g+t, orange cake + cappuccino. Victoria ballet.
- June 26th: Early start. Flowers/cute dogs/lovely morning. The most EVIL cat ever. Childhood memories. Stranger Things.
- June 27th: Warm and sunny (at last). More sweetpeas. Revised Korean. Lots of driving about. Massive bedroom clear-out.
- June 28th: Nice day. Work. Coffee. Feeling tired. Sad Doctor Who.
- June 29th: Finally hot. Rose garden (Skye, deer, petals...). Stranger Things. Idea for NaNo. BBQ.
- June 30th: Happy, sunny day. Slept in for ages. Coffee with tiny cakes. New canvas shoes + orange gin. Love Island.
- July 1st: Work. My Antonia. Started CampNaNo. Made cards with the kids. Love Island.
- July 2nd: Work. Stranger Things. Finished clearing out my room. Continued writing. My Favorite Murder.
- July 3rd: Stayed at work in the rose garden all morning. Finished Carol's book. Stranger Things. Continued NaNo. My Favorite Murder.
- July 4th: Work. Starbucks/delivered sunflowers. STRANGER THINGS 3!!! (so good). Caught up on YouTube videos. Writing/really tired.
- July 5th: Work/drove a tractor/polys were too hot. Bridge of cows!. Ordered some new clothes. Jane Eyre audiobook. Stranger Things.
- July 6th: Busy day. Cafe work/hot, busy shift. Pizza + bbq burger. Toy Story 4. Spent the evening in the summer house.
- July 7th: Quieter morning in the cafe. German Elton John (oh dear...). Jane Eyre. Wrote a bit. Stranger Things.
- July 8th: Awesome day. Work - so many scabious. Last ever night with the kids was too cute. Flowers everywhere!. Presents/got my guitar!!.
- July 9th: Day off. More writing for NaNo. Meal + drinks @ waterside pub. Walk to medieval castle. Finished Stranger Things (honestly incredible).
- July 10th: Not much sleep. Work (with horrible prickly blue plant). Korean. Saw Toby + Grandma. Psychic Jennifer Anniston film???.
- July 11th: So tired. Work. Starbucks. Jane Eyre. Started reading Winter’s Bone.
- July 12th: Not the best day. Work. Cramps (Brooke’s wonder drug). Listened to My Favorite Murder in bed. Rush.
- July 13th: Lie in. Ed Sheeran album. Worked in the cafe. Winter's Bone. Jane Eyre.
- July 14th: Very quiet work day. Clearing the cafe/cuddling Skye. Wimbledon final. Saw Sophia. New house design!.
- July 15th: Day off. Bird park. Wings of Africa. Valley of the Eagles. Finished Winter’s Bone.
- July 16th: Work. Louis Theroux. Worked on my (actually quite good) book. Properly depressed for the first time in ages. Feeling better.
- July 17th: Work (not at its best). Jane Eyre. River walk. Obsessed with L Devine. I just want to get drunk, to be honest.
- July 18th: Cold + wet. Work. Just started writing all these song lyrics. Tired. My Favorite Murder.
- July 19th: Rainy work. Doctor Who. Feeling a bit pissed. Walked in the rain for ages. Jane Eyre.
- July 20th: Relaxed morning. Nice day at the cafe. Missing friends. Podcasts + Queer Eye. More Jane Eyre.
- July 21st: The busiest day in the cafe. Made my first cake (insanely good lime + coconut drizzle!). Queer Eye. Walked a lot again. Jane Eyre.
- July 22nd: Work with too much dead heading. Much Jane Eyre. Birthday outfit. Sorting through old things. Finally finished Jane Eyre.
- July 23rd: Nice but sooo hot at work. Watched Boris become pm. Queer Eye. Euros, vegan curry + gin. MFM.
- July 24th: Huge storm/not much sleep. Work. Amazing bubble tea @ Coffee Cherry. Too hot - just listened to MFM for hours. Packing.
- July 25th: Cat hotel. Eurostar. More pedestrians on the track. Hottest day in Paris (43C). Ate out at a little bar.
- July 26th: 21!. Sightseeing in Paris. Cocktails @ Cafe de Flore. Weird evening. Depressed/meltdown.
- July 27th: Rainy day. Feeling shit. Retail therapy. Crepes at a small cafe. Italian meal by the Eiffel Tower.
- July 28th: Cute new outfit. Packing. Train ride home. Feeling different. Birthday presents.
- July 29th: Too ambitious. Long journey through London. Lots of MFM. Pirates/aliens/Mohamed. Feeling really sick + messed up.
- July 30th: Very short work shift. Crappy doctor's appt. Depressed. Fuck life. Bridget Jones.
- July 31st-August 1st: Chill days, overactive mind. In a Lush promo film. Reading Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit. Lychee bubble tea. Walked with Brooke.
- August 2nd: Work. New wiper blade. Guitar picks/Starbucks. Queer Eye. Trying to sort myself out.
- August 3rd: Slept in. MFM all morning. Re-organised my room. Car broke down (+ sweet baby angles). Curry @ The Saffron.
- August 4th-5th: Tired. Good chats with my parents. Really lacking motivation. Coming To America. Yearning for September.
- August 6th: Work + overtime. Lots of snapdragons. RIP little kitty. Coconut smoothie + raspberry muffin. Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit.
- August 7th: Work. Town. Cloudburst. The Mill on the Floss (not my thing). Reading in bed/chilling with Brooke.
- August 8th: Great work morning. Bubble tea/Elena. What if I don't do a dissertation?. My car is fixed!!. Laughed too hard + watched Friends.
- August 9th: Work (+ i didn't need a lift!). Messaged Tim. Grimm. Lovely sky pride. The Lion King (so fucking cute!!).
- August 10th: Calm morning. Talked to dad. Crime writing idea (obviously inspired by MFM ). Grimm. Finished Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit.
- August 11th: So restless. Helped clean the house. The Mill on the Floss. Grandparents visited. Walk/Thousand Foot Krutch.
- August 12th: Work. Emergency vets. Miffy passed away/so sad/saying goodbye. Pizza + gin fizz out. Walked home to get some perspective.
- August 13th: Not much sleep. Really not in the mood for work. Nice lunch. The Mill on the Floss in bed. I wanna be chill now.
- August 14th-31st: I needed a break for reasons, so i guess i'll just start over from here x.
- September 1st: Much 'ivy'. Tim's concert day. Raspberry tea with dad. Met Ludo, saw Maddy + Grandma. Poo-Poo and the Dragons.
- September 2nd: Slept in. Weird doctors appt. Seeding with Bella + Jess. All the Lush free gifts!. MFM.
- September 3rd: Work. More Lush gifts + snapdragons. Bubble tea. Completed enrolment!. Fun glittery bath bomb + MFM.
- September 4th: Work (Skye being so cute!). Doctors again (bit strange). Coffee #1 with mum. Stranger Things. Maisie Peters tickets!!.
- oh god, it’s been a crazy couple of months and my diary got completely neglected, so i guess i’ll start over here:
- October 26th: Tired morning/ Little Women. Richmond with Brooke. Hours chatting in Nero. Wagamama. So many crazy drunk/high people?!.
dec 30 2018 ∞
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