- HOLD UP. it's already June!? and actually, June 2!?
- I wonder if he "loves" her already or loves her already.. idk.
- I wonder if he talks about serious stuff with her.
- It turns out not everyone gets to talking about serious subjects before they get into a relationship. I thought that was a must. The ex and I got into some "serious" subjects, not intellectually/philosophically speaking, but we could turn to each other about family and financial matters. Even before we got together.
- I wonder if he talked to her about that before they got together.
- I miss when he would tell me that he won a game. I was always so happy for him.
- I also miss when he'd tell me they lost, and he'd say he didn't make any shots and how his dad was strict on him or didn't seem like he cared when he won. It was so difficult, being long distance, to find out how to console him. I think I may have been cheesy at times and I tried not to be, honestly; but I loved it. It showed we had a really deep connection with each other.
- I loved him. Oh, I was obsessed with him. He was my world. He made me so so so incredibly happy, it was ridiculous.
- Never again will I be in love like that, obsessively. I don't want to. Ugh. Gross. Just thinking about it drains me.
- Also, one final thought: he basically told K that M, his own best friend, gets around and she's a slut and all... he's one to talk. You get around too, homie g, I wonder if you've ever gotten anything close to an STD. But I'm surprised you'd have the audacity to say anything about M. She honestly would always have your back. Any day. She would kill for you. Whenever I'd vent about you, she always had your back. K said you were pretty shady... and I went out and agreed with her, because hell, you ARE shady.
- That's all.
jun 2 2012 ∞
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