This year has been pretty tough. I've had some ups and a lot of downs. Let's do the thing.

< Family and friends + I was able to witness close friends, who happen to be amazing people, succeed. - I realized i don't communicate well enough with the people i care about. - I felt and still feel on some level that i don't deserve the people in my life. + I was able to witness my family healing from some painful rough years.

< Studies/career - i failed my last year. + I finally write my thesis. + I'm on my way to graduate.

< Health/spirituality - I had a huge nervous breakdown in the line of an epic life/identity crisis that seem to have stated with that master degree. + started working out and actually enjoying it. - Started meditating regularly but then stopped - Had to stop drinking coffee because it made me sick + Started therapy

> Love - Still apparently scared as fuck of commitment + Might finally be able to fall in love.