Things got sucky in the past few months, years ? I almost completely lost myself, burnt out until it was almost over. It was scary as fuck, put me through hell and back. I'm still figuring out how to go around the world, testing limits, trying things out, let moments pass. I mess up a lot. It feels like learning how to live.

I've been working on that thing where i try to be as positive as possible. See, even when the world seemed to be leaving me behind, i tried to hold on the hope it'd get better some time. You fight the daily battles of whatever it is you're going through and you face your demons with help if needed. It does get better. It'll never be perfect, but it'll be ok.

I do that thing : i write everything on post-its and stick it in front of my work space, above my bed, etc. I decided to share some of the things on that wall and some other things that helped and are still helping.

• that piece of advice from Tyler Oackley

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VXraj6elyNM

• "Don't fear moving slowly forward. Fear standing still." - Kathleen Harris
• "We're almost there but nowhere near it. All that matters is that we're going." - Lorelai Gilmore
• "Things haven't always this bad, therefore, they won't always be this bad." - Carrie Hope Fletcher
• "Not all those who wander are lost." - J.R.R Tolkien
• "Don't try to rush progress. Remember - a step forward, no matter how small, is a step in the right direction." - Kara Gaucher
• Be unrelenting. If you don't believe, then who will ?" - Kara Gaucher
• "If not me, who ? If not now, when ?" - Emma Watson
• "Out on the roads there is fitness, self-discovery and the persons we were destined to be" - George Sheehan
• "I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find you're not, i hope you fin the strength to start all over again." F.S.Fitzgerald
• "Asking for help doesn't mean you're a failure. It means you're a person." - Carrie Hope Fletcher
• "Everybody screws up. That's what happens. It's what you do with the screw ups, how you handle the experience ... that's what you should judge yourself on." - Lorelai Gilmore
• "Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience." - Victoria Holt
• "If you're going through hell. Keep going!" - Winston Churchill
• This piece of advice from Carrie Hope Fletcher https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srZeQVw5byM
• "Don't stop. Don't stop fighting. Don't stop dreaming." - Tom Hiddleston