• i wish i had realised how toxic my mother was from an earlier age, so i would have been able to take action to get away from it all.
    • i wish i had learned an instrument from a young age.
    • i wish i had cherished time with my dad a lot more than i did.
    • i wish i'd told my dad to go and live his own life and to get as far away from my mother as possible.
    • i wish i had kept playing sports after high school.
    • i wish i had paid more attention to what was happening around me so that my recollections of things didn't become so goddamn vague.
    • i wish i'd been more aware as a teenager of what was happening to me in terms of anxiety and depression. it was all just a big lump and nobody wanted to help me, so i self-isolated and it got worse.
    • i wish i'd rejected the idea of love earlier.
    • i wish i had not paid too much attention to the way people treated me and the things they said about me because that has horribly shaped the way i think about myself today.
    • i wish i'd found a lot of my musical influences earlier in life.
jan 5 2019 ∞
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