- to 1996 to find my mum and dad and force them to never meet so they couldn't have had me (i know this defeats the purpose of the rest of my dates, but i wish he'd met someone else).
- to 2000 to attend arashi's first concert.
- to 2001 on september the eleventh, to warn everyone of 9/11.
- to 2003 to watch myself start kindergarten, to watch myself cry and hug both of my parents and beg them not to go.
- to 2005―2010 to re-live all of the best moments with my dad.
- to 2007 to see how the "friendship" unfolded for the first time between me and that guy (because i can't really remember and that would just be funny to watch).
- to 2009, to re-read that letter and re-do everything better.
- to 2010, so i can punch the face of the ugly person who invited herself into my life and ruined it.
- to 2010 in general, which is the last year i remember being truly happy.
- to 2013, to say an actual goodbye to my dad before he died.
jan 5 2019 ∞
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