WATCHING

• one piece — 811
• dungeon meshi — ep 12
• tons of western movies
• godless — ep 3
• squid game — s3 ep1
• the godfather part II

PLAYING

• yttd — ch1 p2
• roblox — guts & blackpowder, cowboy game, grace

READING

• one piece — chp 287
• dungeon meshi — chp 21
• the handmaid's tale — margaret atwood

⠀ ⠀ began: 09.22.2025 ⠀ | ⠀ finished: tba

GENRE: dystopian fiction, science fiction, speculative fiction, novel

NOTES

• some things are written intentionally vague or implicit, relying heavy on context clues to convey the meaning of certain things. i think this is very fitting to the book and adds an interesting layer of immersion, as if you are living with these characters and can only be told certain things through implication, the same as the other women in the book. it conveys very well how restricted communication became in this society.
• the non-chronological telling of certain events in the narrator's life feels like you're watching straight out of her brain, muddled by memories and scrambled thoughts.

MOVIES

• 12 angry men
• barbie
• cinema paradiso
• corpse bride
• days of heaven
• dead poets society
• everything everywhere all at once
• grave of fireflies
• it's such a beautiful day
• kpop demon hunters
• les miserables
• maurice
• mean girls
• my own private idaho
• nightcrawler
• now you see me, now you dont (unreleased)
• oppenheimer
• reservoir dogs
• sinners

• 1984
• a tale of two cities
• american psycho
• animal farm
• burn
• catcher in the rye
• dracula
• every man dies alone
• fahrenheit 451
• feeling good
• great expectations
• how to talk to anyone
• i have no mouth and i must scream
• moby dick
• notes from underground
• slaughterhouse five
• steppenwolf
• Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde
• the brothers karamazov
• the handmaid's tale
• the idiot

• "THE BEST OF THE BAD" 🔥
• gorgeous distinctive eyes
• and nose
• and face
• did i say hes gorgeous
• such a great person at least from the interviews and limited information ive read on him
• "A lot of actors think that the more lines they have the more attention they get. That's bullshit. I make people look at me."
• LVC/alex cox interview 1978
• aura if it was a guy
• refused a nose job when it could have gotten him a better role in "high noon." owns his features. and thank god he did. fine af
• love a good moustache

TO READ

• trafalgar law's new family
• string theory
• blackbird

FAVORITES

• utopian — crocorosi
• all bark and no bite — crocorosi

i am the greed king

bigger

• saving for a car
• metal door hanging rack thing
• external microphone
• stuff to build a pc & keyboard
• macbook OR legion 5 pro
• new ipad

smaller

• over ear headphones
• clown base face paint
• weighted blanket
• silent mouse
• african net sponge
• indoor slippers
• new whiteboard markers
• socks

MOVIES

• the newton boys
• unforgiven
• jurassic world
• the last tycoon
• hang 'em high
• silverado
• brokeback mountain
• twisters
• soul surf
• 13 going on 30
• face/off
• sabata ⟳
• the magnificent seven
• for a few dollars more ⟳★
• 3:10 to yuma
• double jeopardy
• gran torino
• bring it on
• she's the man
• aquamarine

• what kind of person i want to be
• 100 things i love
• more observation lists
• favorite works by evelyn de morgan
• flowers i like and their meanings

PRIORITY

• kai birthday gift
• RICKY BDAY GIFT

IDEAS

• liam and nathan redraw
• updated lee ref
• gnb ocs
  • etienne fullbody/ref
  • leopold ref
  • anton ref
  • ansas ref
• isahito fullbody
• meet the artist 2026
• judas kami no kodomo
• lee pfp
• post-punk hazard lee

GIFTS

• plan for raven

• send ray his pin
• wash rosi plush
• read punk hazard
• get caught up to one piece & manga
• reread/watch golden kamuy

• cupid — the roman god of love.
• ribcage — the bony frame formed by the ribs around the chest.
• quixotic — exceedingly idealistic; unrealistic and impractical.
• fervent — having or displaying a passionate intensity.

ARTISTS&BANDS

• alex g
• björk
• buck tick
• cocteau twins
• deftones
• failure
• fiona apple
• florence & the machine
• furbabyfur
• gorillaz
• green day?
• gulu gulu
• korn
• malice mizer
• mitski (relisten)
• modern baseball
• my bloody valentine
• oingo boingo
• pierce the veil
• radiohead

i dont have a whole lot of dreams but i want to learn how to lucid dream, so i might as well give it a shot.

• 02.12 i had a realization that whenever i dream that i'm at my grandma's house i always dream that there's a hill nearby (that doesn't exist) and over that hill there's the entrance to a trail (that also doesnt exist). the trail is pretty much just a long stretch of road along a river/creek, but i noticed that its always the same trail whenever i dream about this specific place. the only reason it changes in appearance is when the seasons change. this time i dreamed that the trail and the hill was totally covered in a long, soft kind of grass, didn't feel itchy when it touched your skin at all, surprisingly. those southern cattails were growing scattered around, and everything was down on the floor as if the wind had blown it down. t...