A list of lyrics by the lovely Taylor Swift that have at some point in my life been relevant and pretty much summed up how I feel.

• "All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss." --Last Kiss

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• "I was right there beside him all summer long, then the time we woke up to find that summer gone." --Time McGraw

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• "He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see that I want and I'm needing everything that we should be. I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about, and she's got everything that I have to live without. He talks to me, I laugh cause he's so damn funny. I can't even see anyone when he's with me...I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night. He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star, he's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do. He walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes so perfectly, the kind of flawless I wish I could be...So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light, I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight."--Teardrops On My Guitar

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• "How's life? tell me how's your family. I haven't seen them in awhile. You've been good, busier than ever. We small talk, work and weather. Your guard is up and I know why. Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind. You gave me roses and I left them there to die. So this is my swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night, and I go back to (February) all the time. It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine...These days I haven't been sleeping, staying up playing back myself leaving...And I think about summer, all the beautiful times...I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right. And how you held me in your arms that (July) night, the first time you ever saw me cry. Maybe this is wishful thinking, probably mindless dreaming. But if we loved again I swear I'd love your right. I'd go back in time and change it but I can't. So if the chain is on your door, I understand."--Back To December