• because i spend hours at a time worring about what i look like.
  • because after all the time i tend to spend making myslef look alright, i just end up putting my hair up as soon as i get to school anyway.
  • because i spend an hour and a half flirting with a guy that has a girlfriend, and i am beating myself up over it.
  • because i would even put myself in a situation where i was talking to a guy with a girlfriend.
  • because this is my only outlet of venting that doesn't require me bothering my friends
  • that i had thought about doing lists like this on paper for a long time, and that i didn't start doing it until i found out that i could do it online.
  • because i'm in high school, and completely understand how rediculious people are, and i still care what they think.
  • because i can't sleep at night if i had a fight with someone that i know will forgive me within the hour anyway.
  • because i can't sleep at night because of my future.
    • as if i have so much control over what happens to me the vast majority of the time.
  • because i've lost interest in the one thing that ever atually mattered in my life.
  • because i honestly believe that a song can change my mood.
    • yea, it doesnt. i've learned that.
  • I honestly believe that one day all the people that were mean, or di something bad, will get jusitice.
    • good things don't happen to good people. They happen to everyone. So do bad things.
jan 7 2010 ∞
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