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• genderfluid
• he/him/his pronouns ALWAYS
• bisexual/biromantic & grey-asexual; i also frequently identify myself as gay since that fits better with my experience of genderfluidity
  • basically i've been male more often than not for a while now, and when i'm male, i'm pretty much exclusively attracted to me
• polyamorous
• Hellenic Polytheist
  • devotee & godspouse of Dionysos
    • yes, this means I am actually, literally married to Dionysos, and so far as I can tell, have been so in past lives as well
• physically disabled & chronically ill

do not follow me if:

1 - you hate yuri!!! on ice/think there's no gay men who are fans of the show

2 - you think bullying/harassemnt is justifiable

3 - you think being wlw means you're incapable of fetishizing mlm

• i'm just so tired of this argument just. think about the logic there come on. anyway i'm beyond the point of being willing to deal with this anymore.

4 - you ship kylux (star wars)

• seriously do not even think about following me or interacting with me in any way if you ship kylux because it is incredibly upsetting to me for a range of reasons I'm sure you probably don't want to hear about so just stay far away from me

5 - you ship any ship involving ben organa/kylo ren (esp. kylo) (star wars)

I am fictionkin/otherkin. In some way, each of these characters are Actually Literally Me from another life/universe/etc. This is different from those I strongly relate to, but aren't Actually Me—these characters are listed separately.

Note that while I am all of these people, I don't necessarily share all their identities (race, gender, sexuality, etc.) in my current life as Will.

I have bolded the ones I am currently ID'ing the strongest as, although this may not always be particularly up-to-date.

Italics indicates the memories I have of this life are particularly troubling, and unless we're close friends & have discussed them before, I'd rather they not be brought up.

main kin list here

read the intro section

• Lars Tenobar (Aveyond I)
• Nicholas Pendragon (Aveyond II)
• Spencer Reid (Criminal Minds)
• Rey (Star Wars)
• Grantaire (Les Misérables - memories mainly coincide with brick canon)

• Source: Aveyond II
• Pinterst Aesthetic Board
• Age in source: 22
• Long blond hair, blue eyes, and a snobby looking face
• Second-born Prince of Thais
• White Mage/Healer
  • Is said (mostly by himself) to be the best healer in the land, but he will only treat nobles.
• Often goes by "Nikky" especially with people he's close to (Uthar & Gavin)
• Gay, as is his older brother Uthar
• Genderfluid, but not from a culture that enables him to explain this clearly
• Primarily uses he/him/his pronouns & male terms, but will sometimes temporarily use she/her pronouns & female terms, or they/them pronouns & neutral terms (to the extent that they're culturally available),...

• playing: Aveyond 4
• reading & annotating: Crime & Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky (tr. Pevear & Volokhonsky)
• reading: Gnomon - Luchia Dertien
• studying: Russian
• writing fanfic: Aveyond II - Nicolas/Gavin - "Things I Wasn't Supposed to Hear"
• writing fanfic: Aveyond II - Nicolas/Gavin - "I Still Won"

• Aveyond (game series)
• Les Misérables (novel + musical)
• Zero Escape (game series) (currently have only played 999)
• Yuri!!! On Ice
• Crime & Punishment (novel)
• Voltron: Legendary Defender (tv)
• The Black Donnellys (tv)
• Enter The Haggis/Jubilee Riots (band)
• My Chemical Romance (band)
  • particularly Gerard Way

if you hate any of these characters you probably don't want to follow me

top faves are bold , super faves have ☆, kin are marked with ✤

• ☆ Viktor Nikiforov (Yuri!!! On Ice)
• Yuuri Katsuki (Yuri!!! On Ice)
• Rodion Romanovich Raskolnikov (Crime & Punishment)
• ☆ Dmitri Prokofych Razumikhin (Crime & Punishment)
• Avdotya Romanovna Raskolnikov (Crime & Punishment)
• Sofya Semyonovna Marmeladov (Crime & Punishment)
• ✤ Lars Tenobar (Aveyond I)
• Rhen Pendragon (Aveyond I)
• ✤ Nicolas Pendragon (Aveyond II)
• Gavin Morven (Aveyond II)
• Mel Darkthrop (Aveyond III)
• Stella (Aveyond III)
• Yemite (Aveyond III)
• Clover Field (9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors; Zero Escape)
• Light (Snake) Field (9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors; Zero Escape)
• ✤ Rey (Star Wars)

Yuri!!! On Ice

• Viktor/Yuuri
• Yuri/Otabek
• Leo/Guang Hong & Leo/Guang Hong/Phichit
• Mila/Sara

Zero Escape

• Light (Snake)/Clover (Zero Escape/999) (incest warning, trauma induced codependency as a coping mechanism, yet far healthier than these warnings might suggest)

Aveyond

• Lars Tenobar/Rhen Pendragon (Aveyond I) (warning for past abuse - she was formerly his mother's slave & he treated her very badly)
• Nicolas (Nikky) Pendragon/Gavin Morven (A...