there is this floating space when their are only two teams to root for but each is so utterly fucked #sportswerenevermygame
but also just waiting out the end of the world but also also alsooo my life
Major Arcana:
- Loneliness
-this book over here is like 2 things! "care and share"!!!
smh, can't connect and terribly ashamed for being alive, human, and filled with future mistakes
btw it's cooler to work than not be in school but I am the last to the party and i think I will just hang out in more dark librarys writing/reading about pained welled up in memory and embodied but publicly denied the personal
so ashamed to claim a like in public
only know to compliment in place of conversation
if pariah was a scent
if disenfranchized was a cigarette
(see 7:18) omigah their uncertainty is me all the time but no cool possee of beard behind me
I cringe at exclusive gendered framing I create to make reality smoother for others
sucking on his bicep was so hot last night
that one time i saw the only other person with a septum in the sound bath yin class and it was shocking ha
Fav books: hot milk and the tresspasser (audio book) (jeezus... the bloody ejet)
but also these https://youtu.be/VxvpfEdvN6k
https://youtu.be/8CamknHyMgk (forever incinerate)
and always a high respect for girls with guitars
the other day and I felt safer in the abandoned german village in the turkish cafe with the Tumbleing girl scheduling in Ramadan than I have a in quick minute in this Hollocaust denying waste make on suf wax and bleach
may 5 2017 +