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i should let the discomfort of writing in this macrocosm go

a seamless reality, a similar grade

cleaning as symbology: those who clean, keep it neat, untouched living spaces seem to succeed

what of constraint and freedom?

What of nuanced refrain?

Shamed upon waking, as a result of not being roused

(i was dreaming we were on swivel chairs, swiveling.we were in the harry potter dining room of the madonna inn, we were going to see carmen, we were in a lottery, only 10 could go... i never fight for a spot in line... i never compete)

never spared, not even silently

mental breakdown, bs clown breakdown

• vermillion beauty fumes one over from me

i have been drinking avocado shakes lately

have not written as of late

feeling guilty of my world viewz: horned eyebrows, two waxing moons and that perpetual need for balance and representation

trenched my insides