- dreaming and about today
- wolf parade - i'll believe in anything stuck in my head
- listening to #1) tiffany
- crying during sparks by coldplay
- thinking about shit to say
- being annoying and cheery on facebook
- wallowing in reality
- plans squashed
- lying about how i feel
- being selfless
- wondering what would you do if it was true
- bitching at my anti-social sister
- walking to tiffany²'s cousin's house
- talking to tiffany²
- watching the hangover with cherie
- what if i'm anna, not summer
- listening to songs on repeat
- being annoyed on facebook
- wtfing at my screen
- what the hell, why are you not with me
- thinking about tomorrow
- oh god relationships
- playing restaurant city
- proof that she's annoying
- lulzing at my screen
- watching criminal minds
- having a three hour conversation about sneaking out
- sister found out about clayton, went berserk
- denied accusations
- pretended to sleep, with clothes and phone on
- got up at 11:50 and left room
- got my keys and put my jacket on
- sister came out of the room
- yelled at me, thought i was crazy
- parents came out
- mom lectured, dad and sister laughed
- cried, explained that i was trying to have a life unlike the rest of them
- fell asleep with intentions to find clayton first thing in the morning
- plan was foiled when mom never went to work
- other plan to sneak out when they went to the mall also failed
- had to go with them to the mall
- avoided using the computer for three hours, just so i would have to apologize to clayton more
- fucking up relationship, kinda the man in it
dec 31 2009 ∞
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