write five names, places, emotions, film or song titles, bands, anything that sums up your day. do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about. my start date: april 30, 2015

• 12/21 - recap: have been alone in the house for two months, school had major ups and downs, got a kitten ♥, went to a teen wolf convention by myself ♥,
• 10/07 - drove to the city by myself — it was terrible but i survived.
• 07/06 - bored with everything
• 07/05 - crying in the bathroom due to driving anxiety, falling asleep after lunch with boy's voice reading about superego, ego and id
• 07/04 - work & orgasms
• 07/03 - lips, protecting nadine from evil, holding piedade's hips,
• 07/02 - scratching the car door against my garage wall, painful visit to the dentist, staying in and sleeping all afternoon, my girls calling me from school like they can't go a day without me ♥
• 07/01 - TEEN WOLVES, BANSHEES, KITSUNES, WERECOYOTES AND SOFT HUMANS ARE BACK!!!!! nothing else matters
• 06/30 - beach!, tons of ice cream, freezing ocean water, laughing and laughing and laughing
• 06/29 - on the backseat of maria paula's car, with piedade by my side, smoking and singing and feeling very sleepy and comfortable; thinking "last year i wouldn't be able to do this" and smiling to myself, keeping those thoughts like precious secrets next to my heart. ♥
• 06/18 - lips, unbearable heat
• 06/17 - grandma clapping after i drove her to the supermarket for the first time :))))
• 06/14 - driving maria and ismael around, rain, exploring old houses, the three of us in tears with laughter ♥
• 06/13 - sense8, HERNANDO PLEASE SAVE ME
• 06/10 - dreaming i was drinking water out of d's hands, stendhal & nietzsche, driving ana's car, standing around filipa's grave for the first time
• 06/07 - back in my own bed
• 06/06 - kevin morby, ought!!!, new pornographers making everyone dance, shellac and my boy's goofy delighted smile,
• 06/05 - viet cong, the smell of the ocean during replacements, patti smith,
• 06/04 - ♥♥ FKA TWIGS ♥♥, mac demarco and belly hurting from laughing with him,
• 06/02 - and she's gone forever and there's nothing to do but continue on living without her. it fucking hurts.
• 05/31 - finding newborn kitties in the garden!!!! ♥, driving my grandpa's car for the first time, making lists for next week's holiday, ice cream and the duff
• 05/30 - working at manuela's all day, happy with my progress but utterly exhausted, falling asleep with boy petting my hair while he watched a pervert's guide to ideology
• 05/29 - lips as black as a raven, jessica laughing at inappropriate times due to my inappropriate humor, feeling euphoric with lust, dancing around school, d driving with his hand stroking my fingers
• 05/28 - banda do mar's "mais ninguém", good work at school!, piedade singing fado and making me cry, finally got to play with cibele's hair, meryl and cammy's voicenotes ♥
• 05/27 - "nothing has changed" boy calming my anxiety through the phone, working with a nice lady fro moçambique, can't remember a thing but exhaustion
• 05/26 - cuddles with piedade, almost fainting with the heat, head on his lap outside class, craving the way he used to touch me
• 05/25 - piedade sharing her most precious secret with me and vice versa ♥, family visiting school, hysteria clouding the entire campus, dreaming of my boy all night
• 05/24 - young fathers & blood on my bed
• 05/23 - terrible cramps, day spent cooking vegan food for maria (and boy) so she could study, cold sore on my top lip after a nap, "thank you for the love" ♥
• 05/22 - doctor believes i'll have a full recovery (!!!), afternoon in a shopping mall with maria: mad max, shopping, people watching
• 05/21 - train ride at night, by myself. boy, with his arms wrapped tightly around me: i'm tired. me: did you wake up early? boy: no, of life. but not when i'm with you. ♥
• 05/19 - driver's license!, grandma hugging me while jumping up and down and tearing up at the news, piedade walking behind me and kissing my arm ♥, laughing with my girls while braiding each other's hair
• 05/18 - nausea & panic
• 05/17 - falling asleep in the car, nap after lunch in my bed, my mood getting worse by the minute, dreading the new week, hans zimmer's "stay"
• 05/16 - breakfast in town, first photo with boy's yashica, soaking up the sun by the pool while he swam, making love in the garden (the skin on his back and shoulders sunburned), like an old married couple
• 05/15 - boy surprising me by showing up and taking me to the windmill ♥
• 05/14 - older colleague calling d my boyfriend, d making it worse by repeatedly kissing my bare shoulder in front of her, frustration and sour mood in class, pms?
• 05/13 - ana crying on filipa's arms, how weirdly she talked while doing so, jessica in a white dress like a bride, ending the day with derek and stiles and incredible writing
• 05/12 - tiny wild rabbits on a field while i drove, piedade's head on my lap and her fingers touching my bare legs, ana c braiding my hair in class ♥, feels lovely to have all these girls around me
• 05/11 - good morning listening to maria's summer mix, awful afternoon with unbearable heat, crush seems to have disappeared?
• 05/10 - bruises starting to blossom from his hands on my body, sebastião salgado's "salt of the earth", strawberries and our red fingers, not wanting to leave boy but having to get inside the bus
• 05/09 - hitchhiking with filipa's insane friends, vicente's bday pic nic ♥, feeling so in love with my boy, so so so in love, insatiable lust
• 05/08 - sad waiting rooms, d treating other girls like he treats me, suddenly realizing i'm most ordinary to him, talking about outlander with my english teacher, headache
• 05/07 - sunbathing in school, exhaustion, burnt finger, missing boy something terrible, new sharon van etten making me miss him ever more
• 05/06 - best coast's "when will i change" ♥, seeing d outside my house through the window, bright almost full moon and his silhouette in the dark as we walked, feeling weird for how awkward and quiet we are alone when, in public, we're loud and affectionate
• 05/05 - teacher praising my work!!!!, doctor saying my lungs are completely healed, my index on d's neck, the soft way he looked at me as i got out of the café, meeting his dog ♥
• 05/04 - waking up to a storm, d waiting for me outside my house so i wouldn't walk in the rain, heart beating too fast all afternoon, his stupid little sad face not knowing why i was being mean to him, made jessica cry with laughter in class ♥
• 05/03 - rain, organizing listography, restlessness, 3h phone call, we were made out of lightning
• 05/02 - writing ró a letter, sweetest mango, ana's car stuck in the mud, air full of white seeds, gen's "i miss you in a slint way" ♥
• 05/01 - torres' "strange hellos", nausea and hysteria, daydreaming about d, catching up with television but still avoiding poldark
• 04/30 - gorgeous cibele saying my face looks really cute with curls, roman telling me stories from the soviet union, d's hands, our elbows/arms touching at all times during lunch