There's been a lot of upsetting, very upsetting things that I can't allow to happen anymore. I have to be like a soldier and march away. ' very delicate in a lot of ways, and things get to me, and effect me...in a very adverse manner. I don't need that; don't need that. I feel now like minus something, I feel faded; I don't feel like I'm all here. I think it'll come back; I hope it'll come back. There's a lot of color missing, from the way I feel, and my face, and, just everything. There's some kind of zest, or...life, you know, that seems to be faded temporarily, because I've been so drained, emotionally, by a number of things. That has to slowly build back up, and then it has to be kept sustained; it cannot be allowed to be diminished.

through shared silence and heads intent on looking in the same direction. possibly, one is hoping that they are seeing the same things

I feel an allergy

i received a message from him before he appeared in the hallway, something about someone never having done "this" before

was so worried I was drugged and raped they said I went out from 10-12 pm

I could no longer smile and felt like you but deadly to some