i’ve seen his face and he doesn’t even know what he wants

3/23

I've waited forever but I did not know I was waiting

I tell a man my date of birth and he gets hard

"Tears made me hard. Birth date excited me."

you probably love everything that is worthy of your gaze for a few moments and the inability to see or touch me aids your fantasy greatly. there is nothing else there. I can be anything anyone wants, but what they need, could never, ever be me

3/29 remember that a touch from any direction is felt on both ends

4-8-13

self interest is often disguised as self loathing

I dream that pain gives more than it can get

and that the face of a solid person melts