• she/her
• bisexual
• ENFP-T
• aries
• slytherin
• my birthday is april 14th

i've never really had a passion. some kids play sports, some play music, some sing or act, some dance, some create beautiful pieces of artwork. meanwhile, i've tried to get into things but i've just never really found a hobby. as i get older, i've been detaching myself more and more from the material world and the life im "supposed" to live. i've been focusing more and more on the things that make me happy, the things that make me who i am. i've fallen in love. i found a passion, and it's different than what you might think. my passion is life. i want to live it. i want to travel and experience the world. i want to feel each moment and live it as purely as possible. i want to have fun. i want to feel the wind in my hair and the salty sea spraying on my skin. i want to dance in the rain and get so unbelievably high in some nook overlooking a foreign landscape. i just want to live, you know?...

• blue whales. i love blue whales. they're so large and beautiful and mysterious.
• reptiles are so cool. i want a snake. and a bearded dragon.
• i have a belgian sheepdog. they're my favorite dog breed.
• my bf and i have future plans to get so many animals. we want a bloodhound, newfoundland, samoyed, borzoi, lots of cats and he wants ferrets and ducks and i want a bearded dragon and snake and also a horse. i know we can't have all that but we dream
• i really want a horse. i hope i can live on a farm and get one eventually
• i just love animals in general

• waterparks
• twenty one pilots
• panic! at the disco
• cavetown
• hayley kiyoko
• beach bunny
• roar
• trippie redd
• ariana grande
• queen
• the beatles
• led zeppelin
• chloe moriondo
• fitz and the tantrums
• conan gray
• AJR
• willow
• doja cat
• hozier
• lana del ray
• girl in red

one of my big interests is spirituality, to categorize it. i carry a lot of Wiccan beliefs, and have a strong connection with the earth, the sun, moon and stars. im very interested in astrology and the energy everything holds. i heavily believe in the power of intention, the law of attraction etc.

bucket list

• swim with blue whales
• swim with whale sharks
• swim with dolphins
• get a belgian sheepdog✓
• go on speed at frontier days
• go to josephines friends farm in Germany
• go to israel
• just travel all over the world
• ride an elephant
• go on that swing in Bali
• go skydiving
• lay in the Dead Sea
• use a Ouija board in a forest in the middle of the night
• go to Denny’s at 2am
• ride a horse through a big, empty field (not one of those horse riding trails with the guide where u don’t do anything)
• meet my soulmate (shane)✓
• marry shane

sometimes i think im a bad person. i know im a bad person honestly and i cant help it. but i don't mind that much. i might be a little fucked up but aren't we all?

i hate this world. i hate the way im forced to think and act. they tell me i have free speech but thats all just an illusion. i don't want to do things the way im supposed to. every day i feel more and more inclined to get up and leave this shitty town and everyone i know (except for shane). we could run away together and do anything we want. wouldn't life be so much better if we could just do what we want purely because it makes us happy? now im not saying we should be allowed to murder because it makes us happy, but i hate that we spend so long sitting in a classroom with homework, stress and deadlines only to graduate and spend the rest of our lives in an office with even more work, stress and deadlines when we could be actually living. doing things that make us happy. feeling raindrops on our skin and cuddling in a thunderstorm, snowball fights and adventure. i want to live. but im not...