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- mirrors
- elevators
- at times, windows
- esclastors
- sometimes my tv
- basically anything with a screen
- new posters on my wall
- touching pictures of bugs (only as a child)
- airplanes
- cars
- trains (only 50%)
- like, most big vehicles i hate being moved if im not doing it
- driving
- maggots
- worms in my food (always untrue)
- cameras in places im not supposed to be
- rotating fans being cameras
- sometimes cars driving by my house
- sometimes cars driving by ME!
- people seeing me inside my house like if they're on my porch
- spontaneous combustion
- being degloved
- the new clown doll in my room being haunted by a malicious spirit that will turn on the lighter in my room and burn down my room in my sleep
- the freezer at work (sometimes)
- the dumpster at work (when im alone)
- being shut in the small walk-in at work
- being trapped inside of a uhaul
- people in my phone killing me when i call them
- people in my phone not being real when i call them
- people tapping on my bedroom windows (i sleep on the second floor) correction on december 3rd 2023: i live in a new house, where im on the ground floor so this fear is more logical now
- finishing stuff i love cause then its OVER!!!
- throwing away things people leave behind because what if its connected to them and then they die and it is all my fault (only half the time)
- killing bugs because what if i was that bug and i killed it and now im dead
- getting my head smashed in by the big mixer at work when im cleaning it
- getting fired at my job i don't like :(
- a decent amount of fair rides
- weeping angels from dr who (when i was a kid. they don't scare me anymore but for months i was so scared i would be found by them before i woke up and i would not live to see the morning, i had graphic nightmares about this for almost a year)
- waking up to everyone in my house being dead
- as a child, i was worried that the entire car was gonna explode whenever we went to get gasoline
- spinning in a spinny desk chair and then it explodes and i die i don't want to explode and die
- what if im the only conscious being (lesser fear)
- my figures and assorted plastic animals are alive and watching me
- my posters are alive and watching me
- my posters are moving and going to come out (fear as a child, i vividly remember some of my parents posters moving around when i looked at them)
- the world is melting
- being put into space
- throwing up, im very very very good at NOT throwing up
- the song "burning ring of fire" by johnny cash, more as a child but still gives me a massive sense of dread
- what if im NOT conscious
- oven explodes
- sometimes i have periods where i cant look at any faces, not like eye contact but im just scared to look at them. even human faces. it doesnt last more than a few days though
- haunted houses like at halloween, i never think they're actually scary i just have extreme anxiety and paranoia and hate people following/touching me
- pictures of frilled sharks
- my hands are going to melt off from the sanitizer that we use at work (only happened a little bit once)
- the final scene in ichi the killer with his jaw. the rest of the movie was fine but that like really fucked me up i saw it years ago and i still think about it. what the fuck
- brain tumors
- im also scared of getting chronic wasting disease
- other people throwing up both in life and media, i dont mind the image but i really dont like the sounds
- people can see through my blinds but i dont know they can (untrue)
- I DON'T LIKE BEING FOLLOWED im very scared of people i don't know following me
mar 18 2023 ∞
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