- mirrors 
 
    - elevators 
 
    - at times, windows 
 
    - esclastors 
 
    - sometimes my tv 
 
    - basically anything with a screen 
 
    - new posters on my wall 
 
    - touching pictures of bugs (only as a child) 
 
    - airplanes 
 
    - cars 
 
    - like, most big vehicles i hate being moved if im not doing it 
 
    - driving 
 
    - maggots 
 
    - worms in my food (always untrue) 
 
    - cameras in places im not supposed to be 
 
    - rotating fans being cameras 
 
    - sometimes cars driving by my house 
 
    - sometimes cars driving by ME! 
 
    - people seeing me inside my house like if they're on my porch 
 
    - spontaneous combustion 
 
    - being degloved 
 
    - the new clown doll in my room being haunted by a malicious spirit that will turn on the lighter in my room and burn down my room in my sleep 
 
    - the freezer at work (sometimes) 
 
    - the dumpster at work (when im alone) 
 
    - being shut in the small walk-in at work
      
        - EDIT OCTOBER 8TH 2025: i've been at a new job for about 4 months now so i don't have this fear anymore 
 
      
  
    - being trapped inside of a uhaul 
 
    - people in my phone killing me when i call them 
 
    - people in my phone not being real when i call them 
 
    - people tapping on my bedroom windows (i sleep on the second floor)
      
        - correction on december 3rd 2023: i live in a new house, where im on the ground floor so this fear is more logical now
          
            - UPDATE ON FEBURARY 25TH 2025: i DO live on the ground floor but on a hill? its a weird setup. either way, this can't happen so its illogical again 
 
          
  
      
  
    - finishing stuff i love cause then its OVER!!! 
 
    - throwing away things people leave behind because what if its connected to them and then they die and it is all my fault (only half the time) 
 
    - killing bugs because what if i was that bug and i killed it and now im dead 
 
    - getting my head smashed in by the big mixer at work when im cleaning it 
 
    - getting fired at my job i don't like :( 
 
    - a decent amount of fair rides 
 
    - weeping angels from dr who (when i was a kid. they don't scare me anymore but for months i was so scared i would be found by them before i woke up and i would not live to see the morning, i had graphic nightmares about this for almost a year) 
 
    - waking up to everyone in my house being dead 
 
    - as a child, i was worried that the entire car was gonna explode whenever we went to get gasoline 
 
    - spinning in a spinny desk chair and then it explodes and i die i don't want to explode and die 
 
    - what if im the only conscious being (lesser fear) 
 
    - my figures and assorted plastic animals are alive and watching me 
 
    - my posters are alive and watching me 
 
    - my posters are moving and going to come out (fear as a child, i vividly remember some of my parents posters moving around when i looked at them) 
 
    - the world is melting 
 
    - being put into space 
 
    - throwing up, im very very very good at NOT throwing up 
 
    - the song "burning ring of fire" by johnny cash, more as a child but still gives me a massive sense of dread 
 
    - what if im NOT conscious 
 
    - oven explodes 
 
    - sometimes i have periods where i cant look at any faces, not like eye contact but im just scared to look at them. even human faces. it doesnt last more than a few days though 
 
    - haunted houses like at halloween, i never think they're actually scary i just have extreme anxiety and paranoia and hate people following/touching me 
 
    - pictures of frilled sharks 
 
    - my hands are going to melt off from the sanitizer that we use at work (only happened a little bit once) 
 
    - the final scene in ichi the killer with his jaw. the rest of the movie was fine but that like really fucked me up i saw it years ago and i still think about it. what the fuck 
 
    - brain tumors 
 
    - im also scared of getting chronic wasting disease 
 
    - other people throwing up both in life and media, i dont mind the image but i really dont like the sounds 
 
    - people can see through my blinds but i dont know they can (untrue) 
 
    - I DON'T LIKE BEING FOLLOWED im very scared of people i don't know following me 
 
    - the song teeth by lady gaga made me very scared and anxious as a child. i could not listen to it until i was like 16 
 
    - the glass in my window is going to shatter when i look at it 
 
    - the sound of people vomiting/gagging really scares me, vomit itself doesn't but the sound really does 
 
    - slipping and falling in the massive freezer at my new job and then i bust my head open and i die 
 
  
            mar 18 2023 ∞
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