• watch new moon.
• Stop being in agony.
• Get my essays out of the way.
• Eat a huge pick and mix
• Drink tea all the time
• Cry
• Rip all the songs from the new moon soundtrack
• Read Blackhole lyrics and get angry
• Shoot people
• Shoot myself
• Continue making art, maybe with less blood.
• Shut off my brain
• Be rich, go out and spend loads of money
• Any possible distraction

i am going insane.