• Losing weight
• Being focused
• Music, mostly the Gaga.
• Posters
• Making Cakes
• Snow Fairy
• Thought of Nandos
• Shoes delivered in the mail.
• Beagles

• watch new moon.
• Stop being in agony.
• Get my essays out of the way.
• Eat a huge pick and mix
• Drink tea all the time
• Cry
• Rip all the songs from the new moon soundtrack
• Read Blackhole lyrics and get angry
• Shoot people
• Shoot myself
• Continue making art, maybe with less blood.
• Shut off my brain
• Be rich, go out and spend loads of money
• Any possible distraction

i am going insane.

• Being awake when everyone else is asleep
• Music that reminds me how i used to be
• Being absorbed my music my entire life
• Long intelligent discussions about films we love
• Reminiscing
• Catching up with people you never stopped caring about
• Remembering hilarious times
• Little black hearts
• Artwork that reflects how i felt at the time i did it
• Blue doritos
• Being in love
• My bass guitar
• The Red Hot Chili Peppers (forever)
• Flea
• Peperamis
• Compliments
• Friends who've known me for years
• Feeling part of a group

• Drew Barrymore
• Johnny Depp
• Rob Pattinson
• Kristen Stewart
• Jim Carrey
• Paul Rudd
• Will Ferrel
• Steve Carell
• Steve Zahn
• Zooey Deschanel
• Helena B Carter
• Heath Ledger
• Hugh jackman
• Kate Hudson
• Rachel Weiz
• Ellen Page
• Jared Leto
• Jack Black
• Adam Sandler
• Luke Wilson
• Owen Wilson

• I was lost and out of touch, with the way you made me feel, with the way you make me feel.Everyday just passes now, and I can’t count them on my own.

And your face is never real

• And you can do no wrong, In my eyes.
• You can wear his old sweatshirt, You can cover yourself like a Bruise.
• My Head is Lead I don't ever wanna go to Bed.
• Cause Love and Pain go hand in hand.
• But my mind has fucked me over more times then any man could ever know.
• You'll learn to hate me, but still call me baby. Oh love, so call me by my name.
• Save your soul, before you're too far gone, before nothing can be done.
• She stands outside holding me saying 'Oh Please, I'm in love'.
• Don't let your soul get lonely child, It'...

• I don't want to let you go

But it hurts my hands to hold the rope I won't be such an easy mark You're no better then they say

• If you call then I'm coming to get you

You want to sink, so I'm gonna let you

• You're brought back but you're running

I'll find sleep in the end tonight I can't shake this little feeling I'll never get anything right

• Well take me, take me back to your bed

I love you so much that it hurts my head Say I don't mind you under my skin I'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in

• She's trying not to see you as her worst mistake

And I wish that I could tell you right no...