all together, add:

• olive oil in pan
• bouillon, 2x
• maybe 2-3 cups of water
• first hot
• add seasonings: white pepper, allspice, coriander, cardamom, minced onion powder/onion powder
• add molokhia (2 packs)
• medium
• add water as needed
• garlic, chopped cilantro, lots of lemon (1/4 cup), maybe ginger
• ^ or, (in separate pan, butter or oil + fresh garlic + cilantro + salt)

• tutoring link

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• learned how to drive! something i never thought i could do ever. beat my anxiety :)
• built strong foundations for my arabic classes, art studios, design stuff, etc. things i want to continue with next year :)
• joined a club (barbell) not just to build my resume LOL
• started powerlifting and fell in love w it! even competed!
• GOT MY FIRST PULL-UP
• graduated college -- embracing the unknown -- letting myself figure out what's next :o ♥
• changed up my style ... next year all my ...

march 2020:

• shimmy - anime
• on - BTS

february 2020:

• rodeo - lil nas x
• black swan - bts
• el bosta - fairuz
• friends on the other side (princess & the frog)
• ghost adventure spirit orb - chloe moriondo
• habaytek tanseet al noum - fairuz
• dabket labnan - fairuz

january 2020:

• watermelon sugar - harry styles
• dead to me - kali uchis ♥
• sober + green light - lorde ♥
• praise the lord - A$AP rocky
• unbothered / LOST SOULS / DAPPER DAN - sk...

things that are true:

• i do not want to go back to school immediately because im so burnt out
• as much as i want a job, the idea of interviewing and being consistently challenged or bored at work? also not good...
• i feel that i wasted a lot of time not doing things i wanted to do or trying things i wanted to try... powerlifting is a reflection of that, my first time doing smth for my own happiness and no other reason in forever...
• i love games and stories, and art, as short as my attention span has become
• i also have found that happiness in coffee and tea since i was little

i remember the warm, sweet, oddly familiar + comforting smell of my mom's coffee, in a warm mug topped with french vanilla creamer. i never thought i'd get to taste it. but i looked for that scent in candl...

• strawberry picking!
• playing god of war + borderlands 3 + red dead redemption + animal crossing
• dress shopping :0
• menchies and bubble tea
• mini graduation party :))
• graduating in general!
• creating + finishing an art portfolio
• CONCERTS!!!!!! BTS !!

• keep waking up early ♥ (8 am = sleeping in)
• sell more on depop to declutter and make extra money 2 buy cute thingz :))))) ♥
• focus on art + language studies. senior project will help with art!! stay focused in ur language classes, consider opening ur japanese + korean books ! also look for valuable arabic resources ♥
• have more fun friendship timez ♥ brb i'm making a list. we're going strawberry picking or i will cry
• surround urself ONLY by people u make u happy :)

habits and hobbies

• read eight books (2/8)
• play six new games (or finish old ones) (0/6)
• two powerlifting comps (0/2)
• arabic lessons (idk a concrete goal yet lol)
• data certificate!

lifting/pr goals

• 15 consecutive pull-ups (3/15)
• 15 sec l-sit
• pistol squat
• 275lb squat (230)
• 170lb bench (154)
• 325lb deadlift (265)
• qualify for raw nats (649/870)

etc

• drive + decorate my car <3
• $6000 in savings (fidelity + bofa)

• program spreadsheet here
• dec 2024: my goal is to qualify for raw nats by feb 2025 (last state meet before nationals). 380kg total needed (837lbs) at 65kg or 392.5 (965lbs) at 70. aim for 870lbs D:
• most feasible
  • 310lb squat
  • 210lb bench
  • 350lb deadlift

weekly income:

• work 4x/week: ~$300 weekly; $1200 monthly
  • $400/month ($100/week) into fidelity savings account. 33% of any check into fidelity
  • $200/month into bofa savings. 33% of every paycheck
  • $100/month into roth IRA. $25 of every paycheck
  • remaining $500: pay off credit card + fun money! (or any extra hours worked)
• keep $1000 in bofa savings, $300 in discover checking, $300 in bofa checking

other:

• reference this budget calculator

• zeyna, 22, a person who likes to dream ♥
• infj-t, cancer, neutral good ❀
• loves of video games, coffee and tea, art, flowers, music, language-learning, cake, kirby, & the moon
• studying ux design
• wants to live in a studio ghibli movie & dreams of owning a teahouse ( ˘▽˘)っ♨ (this hasn't changed)

• visit the ghibli museum in Japan
• open a tea cafe
• learn languages :)
• live abroad at some point <3333
• publish a book
• see Joe Hisaishi's orchestra live
• arabic-learning app!

• ribs - lorde
• the little prince (2016): book/movie!
• strong girl bong-soon (2018)
• one punch man (2016?? bruh idk time is.. a concept)
• memories of the alhambra (2018/19)
• saving up for and buying my own laptop! the satisfaction! u may not be EVERYTHING i wanted but u r cute i love u) [2019]
• horizon zero dawn (2019)
• buying a bunch ps4 games with the intention of actually playing them. gamers rise up [2019]
• learning to stop buying things i don't need and trying to live a (SEMI) waste-free life :-) u are not perfect but the process is fun! less trash, less clutter [2019]