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And did you get what
you wanted from this life even so?
I did.
And what did you want?
To call myself beloved, to feel myself
beloved on the earth.
-Raymond Carver

bookmarks:
lisa travel (barcelona)
Kate Things I Love (April 2024)
notes (interesting phenomena)
books (2024)
a ~ travel (current daydreams)
  • bed bugs
  • lice
  • being attacked by an animal
  • being blackmailed
  • getting an std/sti
  • having my identity stolen
  • being scammed
  • holes
  • how massive the universe is
  • how massive the ocean is
  • what comes after death
  • getting pregnant without wanting to be
  • getting pregnant without being able to afford it
  • having my trust so deeply betrayed that i never want to trust anyone again
  • being the type of bitter that my mother is
  • being the type of mother that my mother is
  • marrying someone and not being happy
  • feeling like the way i raise my child/children wasn't the right way
  • wasting so much of my potential that i never use any of it
  • not ever going to college
  • the government
  • the types of chemicals that are allowed in beauty products
  • the types of chemicals that are allowed in FOOD
  • getting sex trafficked
  • getting raped/molested
  • getting kidnapped
  • being buried alive
  • the death of my close friends/family
  • the death of my dogs
  • possibly not being able to have children (even tho for a long time and even still sometimes i don't want kids)
  • spiders
  • being stalked
  • being robbed
mar 31 2020 ∞
feb 16 2023 +