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  • On German Unity Day I made creamy mushroom pasta for breakfast. It was such a lovely, gloomy autumn day. I woke up early, it was still dark, so I started cleaning, organising, cooking, had a good internet reading session, made some tea. Cozy. And I started working on my project again: for years now I've been crocheting a granny square blanket. So far it's a baby blanket at best but I've frogged / undone a big piece of knitting I had done for a cardigan (which I've obviously never finished) and rolled a huge ball of yarn. It must weigh about half a kilo.
  • Jennifer Egan talking about books. She shares my notion: “In the moment of choosing, I tend to go with whatever I’m craving most. Reading is a lot like eating for me: If I try to read a book I’m not hungry for, I won’t enjoy it, but if I wait until I have a real appetite for something, I’ll devour...
oct 3 2017 ∞
oct 15 2017 +
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// cinema, museums, theatre, concerts, workshops

  • January: Botanischer Garten / Lena
  • Why him? (2016) / Mathäser / colleagues
  • Hexenjagd / Residenztheater / Michi U.
  • A Streetcat Named Bob (2016) / Museum Lichtspiele / Doris
  • Hamlet / Kammerspiele Kammer 2 / Frank
  • Screen printing workshop / Werkbox3 / alone
  • February: La La Land (2016) / Sendlinger Tor Kino / Doris, Lena, Lexi
  • Macbeth / Residenztheater / Lena
  • Asamkirche / Sendlinger Straße / Mohana
  • Schönheitengalerie / Schloss Nymphenburg / Mohana
  • Museum Mensch und Natur / Schlosspark Nymphenburg / Mohana
  • Sarah Kuttner / Volkstheater / alone
  • Rival Sons / Muffatwerk / Frank, Fabi, Manu
jan 27 2017 ∞
oct 14 2017 +
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“Every recipe, whether we cook it or not, offers a vision of the good life, and a way of tasting food in your brain. It doesn't need to actually have been eaten in its time to feel real to us now." - Bee Wilson

sep 5 2012 ∞
oct 19 2017 +

Right now, I desperately wanna go

  • to Mexico
  • and South America (Peru)
  • back to Tokyo. I miss Japan.

I'd like to go to:

  • Mexico (Holbox island)
  • Madeira
  • Costa Rica
  • Russia
  • Bad Gastein
  • Indonesia
  • India
  • Vietnam
  • Scandinavia (Iceland and Finland are still missing on my list)
  • Turkey (Istanbul)
  • Corsica
  • New York - Marie's Crisis Café
  • Get a diving license in an exotic place
  • Do WWOOF
mar 10 2017 ∞
mar 11 2017 +
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RELEASE - What did you let go of this year? // I sold my old car. I lost all affection for the places I used to live (Munich really is the place to be at the moment). My huge internet obsession (maybe). I feel like I don't spend *all* the time in front of the computer anymore when I'm at home. A good deal of social anxiety and giving a shit about what other people think. I've always been pretty complic... eeeh I mean authentic, of course, and I'm becoming even better at it. I know, not everybody likes that but I feel like some people (the good ones obviously) actually appreciate it when others are a little more special. Get your freak on! Mhh... I might have lost my desperate need to please men? In part? I just try not to take any shit anymore. Not get too attached. Me before you. Sorry, guys. (perhaps I should finally get a GIRLfriend for once?)

ACCOMPLISHMENTS - What were you deeply proud of doing, making, being, etc. this year? What made ​​... // I might be able to count the number o...

dec 11 2016 ∞
dec 31 2016 +
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  • Get tickets for the 2017 Sziget festival.
  • Join a gym and do this.
  • Illustrate the Diamonds and Toads tale.
  • Learn how to throw a bowl / pottery class.
  • Book a yoga class / aqua aerobics.
  • Book a screenprinting class.
  • Book more interesting classes in general.
  • Experiment with water colours anf try masking tape and do more drawings.
  • Make bubble paper.
  • Visit the Fuchsdeifeswuid shop in Landshut.
  • use the solar paper Lexi gave me for my birthday ages ago
  • Carve a wooden spoon.
  • Buy an Oberprieler cake bottom and prepare it with whipped cream and fresh strawberries.
  • Do this yoga routine.
  • Make my own sushi again.
mar 12 2014 ∞
dec 31 2016 +
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  • Play hide and seek in IKEA
  • Eat no sugar for two weeks
  • Attend a large music festival and camp there (Frequency Festival in Austria, 2011)
  • Eat tapas in Spain (wow, expensive)
  • Try bubble tea (it was DISGUSTING)
  • Demonstrate against something (spring 2011, against Nazis!)
  • Have dinner at the beach (pretty much every evening when in France)
  • Watch the sunset and sunrise on the same day
  • Install Win7-64bit on my computer and reorganise all my files
  • Sell stuff at the flea market
  • Check out the Rose Gallery in Landshut
  • Attend a pub quiz, bonus points for winning (yay, 2nd place!)
  • Learn the Cyrillic alphabet
  • Travel with Tamara
aug 31 2011 ∞
jun 13 2016 +
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  • 10 Years
  • Absolute Giganten
  • Adam
  • Adaptation (2002)
  • All The King's Men
  • Amour
  • Anna Karenina
  • Arthur Newman
  • Belgica
  • Bella Martha
  • Bonjour Tristesse
  • Bright Star
  • But I'm a Cheerleader
  • Captain Fantastic
  • Celeste And Jesse Forever
  • Chinese Puzzle
  • Claire’s Knee
  • classic fall movies
  • Crazy Heart
  • Creation
  • Dallas Buyers Club
may 30 2012 ∞
dec 31 2016 +
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  • "Das Leben ist nur interessant, wenn wir unseren Willen nicht kriegen." - Haruki Murakami, Kafka am Strand // I loved reading Kafka on the Shore . Murakami seems to be an ass and I don't care much about the German translation (or has Japanese just a really weird language structure?) but I loved the story and the magic realism, the Shinto-influence. The talking to cats part. The food descriptions. The (more or less pretentious) insights and life lessons. I've even ordered two more Murakami books, in English this time. Maybe I like the style better in another language. That's why I hate reading German books that weren't originally written in German. Bad style is so much more noticable in your mother tongue.
  • Dreaming so so much lately. Whole stories, actually. Does that come from reading more books?
  • Labertal Festival! Großstadtgeflüster! A rather good talk with Claudia.
aug 6 2017 ∞
oct 1 2017 +
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  • January: Frank Berzbach - Formbewusstsein
  • Yoshinori Nagumo - Ein leerer Magen macht gesund
  • Nadja Hermann - Fettlogik überwinden
  • Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie - We Should All be Feminists
  • David Kessler - Das Ende des großen Fressens
  • Damon Gameau - Voll verzuckert
  • Sarah Graley - Our Super Adventure
  • February: Carrie Brownstein - Hunger Makes Me a Modern Girl
  • Lena Andersson - Widerrechtliche Inbesitznahme
  • Robert Wringham - Escape Everything
  • March: Jill Murphy - The Worst Witch Strikes Again
  • April: Christoph Rauscher - Der beste Witz bin immer noch ich selbst
  • Galja Panchenko - Die Fremde
  • May: Michael Cho - Shoplifter
  • Mariko Tamaki, Jillian Tamaki - Ein Sommer am See
  • Donna Tartt - The Little Friend
  • June: Jillian Tamaki - Boundless
  • Miriam Stein - Das Fürchten verlernen
  • Masayuki Kusumi, Jiro Taniguchi - Der Gourmet
  • Kate Tempest - The Bricks that Built the Houses
  • Roald Dahl - Going Solo
dec 31 2016 ∞
oct 15 2017 +
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  • January: Wish I Was Here (2014)
  • Gnade (2012)
  • ARTE creative Let's swing (2016)
  • Easy #1 (2016)
  • Why him? (2016)
  • Travel Man - 48 hours in... #1 (2015)
  • Travel Man - 48 hours in... #3 (2016)
  • A Streetcat Named Bob (2016)
  • February: La La Land (2017)
  • March: Wilde Maus (2017)
  • Kong (2017)
  • The Mindy Project #5 (2017)
  • April: New Girl #6 (2017)
  • Love #2 (2017)
  • Westworld #1 (2017)
  • Girls #6 (2017)
  • May: Romy and Michele's Highschool Reunion (1997)
  • Get Out (2017)
  • Einsamkeit und Sex und Mitleid (2017)
  • June: The Magicians #2 (2017)
dec 31 2016 ∞
oct 15 2017 +
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  • Feud
  • American Gods
  • 13 Reasons Why
  • Taboo
  • The OA
  • Search Party
  • Stranger Things
  • Chef's Table
  • An African City
  • Vinyl
  • Togetherness
  • Parks and Recreation
  • Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries
  • Braunschlag
  • Cooked
  • Coupling
  • Outcast
  • Please Like Me
  • Shameless
  • Preacher
aug 26 2011 ∞
sep 10 2017 +
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  • AESOP perfume
  • Garnier SPF moisturising spray
  • Green vase from Hay. Apparently it's cheaper in Norway, how is that possible?
  • Doc Martens in Cherry Red and new Birks
  • Olaplex treatment
  • crystal earrings
  • palmistry print
  • perfume
  • boxspring bed / a new mattress
  • Ace&Tate glasses
  • fountain pen, neon sharpie
  • crystal earrings (Etsy) / triangular hoops
  • IKEA Stockholm mirror and a kitchen trolley
  • new prints for my picture frames
  • Sodastream Crystal
  • Reebok X Face Stockholm Club C 85
  • Cluse Dalmatian watch
  • everything from Ting


aug 31 2012 ∞
sep 15 2017 +
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  • Drink at least 3l of uncarbonated water every day - these bottles are a great idea. Have some tea as well!
  • Consider a personal version of the 5:2 fast.
  • Take magnesium, biotin, psyllium husks.
  • Go for a walk. Every day. Even if it's just 5 minutes. Preferably in the woods.
  • Ride your bike to work/the city whenever possible.
  • Consider a very alkaline, plant-based diet, eat a lot of fresh fruits and veggies. Go slow on carbs and dairy. Consider eating fish.
  • Track your food and exercise.
  • Try to go to bed before 1am.
  • Don't eat after 8pm.
  • Eat your feel-good breakfast every morning: plain yoghurt, nuts, some muesli and fresh fruit.
  • Think about life goals and a good daily r...
sep 4 2013 ∞
jan 2 2014 +
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jan 1 2012 ∞
oct 14 2017 +
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  • Our last days in France. Fighting the strong autumn winds, getting everything we had left on the terrace and the laundry rack. Taking in the last rays of sunshine. Driving along the lovely highway on the seaside towards Italy.
  • I wish we could stay in this hotel one day. It certainly hasn't been our last time in France.
  • A linguistic exploration of the southern French dialects or Occitan. I discovered the Atlas sonore des langues régionales de France and this song - great lyrics! And in what awesome times are we living, eh? With linguists as internet popstars! Here, check out Linguisticae. I'm obsessed.
  • Having some kind of "I miss France!!" evening with Lena and Lexi. Making crêpes with cheese and mushrooms, watching Les petits mouchoirs in French.
  • Das Glück liegt auf der Straße 1 2 // Claire Beermann about her roadtrip to the west coast.
  • Benedict Wells has published playlists for his novels!
  • Interesting dreams. Seems like I really want to get fucked, have a baby and get hi...
sep 9 2017 ∞
oct 8 2017 +
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  • read books in French
  • work with a textbook
  • do Duolingo (app/website)
  • get a Babbel membership
  • vocabulary book
  • grammar book
  • book a conversation class
  • watch French movies


  • 3.9. spent almost 3 weeks in France, read chapters 14-19 (Harry Potter)
  • 3.4. 80xp duolingo
  • 2.4. 30xp duolingo, textbook chapters 1-2
  • 1.4. 30xp duolingo
  • 31.3. 26xp duolingo
  • 30.3. 19xp duolingo
  • 29.3. 50xp duolingo
  • 28.3. 50xp duolingo
  • 27.3. 65xp duolingo
mar 7 2017 ∞
sep 5 2017 +
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  • Health: I'm motivated to care more about my diet again. Cook more, choose vegetables and fruit over fast food. Fasting. Losing weight. It's time. Go swimming, start forming a walking habit. Because it's fun. Because it's always good to get out. And I'd like to learn a few swing dance steps. Even though I suck at dancing.
  • Beauty: I want to dye the shit out of my current blonde ends. Then cut them off and go back to brunette. And I still kinda wanna try extensions...
  • Friendship: Make Doris my new best friend.
  • Love: I'm afraid it's exactly the same as last year: "Be more selective. Spend time with people I truly click with, who nourish and excite me. Ignore the rest." Ideally, I'd find a friend. A partner. I'd like to know what it feels to be in a relationship again. But it needs to be a good one, that's the catch.
jan 2 2017 ∞
jun 4 2017 +
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  • Kitchen raid: Use up all my dry ingredients (cereal, polenta, grains, nuts and pasta, canned food, etc.) and create recipes around them. Only get some fresh ingredients.
  • No bread: Don't buy bread or anything that I love eating on bread. Like, you know, butter. And cream cheese. I need to break this addiction.
  • Fasting: Before I incorporate better eating habits, I want to try and only drink some shakes every day before adding a few fruits and veggies again. Let's see how that goes.
  • Stop smoking: I mean, I will still bum the occasional party cigarette but I won't buy them anymore. It's a nasty habit I only started because of social anxiety. Gotta suffer through the awkward situations now like all the others, I guess.
  • Stop eating meat: Ugh. Same as for smoking. I can take it or leave it. I used to be a vegetarian fo...
dec 30 2016 ∞
jan 4 2017 +
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Inventing new (wrong) plural forms is something I find very entertaining. My favourite is obviously the "-en" version.

  • Nagellachse (Nagellack)
  • Kacktusse (Kaktus)
  • Kürben (Kürbis)
  • Penen (Penis)
  • Avocaden (Avocado)
  • more good words: bekuscheln, Elumpanti
jun 15 2016 ∞
dec 29 2016 +
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  • Eating out of bowls and deep plates.
  • Reading multiple books at once and sometimes the last sentence first.
  • Massaging the insides of my ears with a moist q-tip.
  • Hitting the 50% page count when reading a book.
  • Rubbing my feet against each other under the blanket.


  • Toe seams.
  • When the banana strings don't come off with the peel but stick to the fruit instead
  • Buying underwear. I do it, like, once a year, out of necessity, when I just can't postpone it any longer.
  • The new dynamic turn signals on expensive cars. They're driving me nuts.
nov 26 2016 ∞
mar 19 2017 +
  • museums: Haus der Kunst, Villa Stuck, Deutsches Museum, AdBK Semesterausstellung, Lenbachhaus
  • entertainment: codeX, Arena Kino, Müllersches Volksbad, Tischlein deck dich, Filmfest München
  • party: Milla, Strom, Import/Export (Kreativquartier), Sauna // Cord, Beverly Kills, Backstage, Nachtgalerie
  • outdoors: Botanischer Garten, Schloss Nymphenburg, Rosengarten, Isar, Naturbad Maria Einsiedel
  • shopping: Götterspeise, Manufactum, other stories, COS, Schachinger, Pappnase, Muji, Ludwig Beck Hautnah, Kochkultur (Gasteig)
  • food:
  • Cooperativa: a small, down-to-earth restaurant with delicious food (and big portions)
  • Goldmarie: a gorgeous restaurant with a calm, classy atmosphere and new dishes added to the menu every week - but you might...
feb 8 2016 ∞
jul 2 2017 +
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  • 2005: London (alone, staying with a host family for three weeks and meeting Ann-Katrin and Friedericke)
  • 2006: Paris (school friends)
  • 2007: Paris (Friedericke)
  • 2010: London (Tamara)
  • Stockholm (Lexi)
  • Paris (university)
  • Côte d'Azur (Lena, Lexi and Amélie)
  • Venice (Bert)
  • 2011: Barcelona (Lexi)
  • Prague (Lena, Michi and Christian)
  • Venice (university)
  • Hungary (university)
  • Vienna / Balaton (Lena)
  • Côte d'Azur (Lena, Lexi, Tobi, Michi, Yanic, Christian)
  • 2012: Budapest (Lexi, Yanic, Michi)
  • Amsterdam (Lexi)
  • 2013: Antibes / Côte d'Azur (Lexi, Yanic, Michi)
aug 26 2015 ∞
sep 9 2017 +
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  • Germany: a fucklot of cities and villages in Bavaria (where I grew up); Berlin; Baden-Württemberg: Neufra/Rottweil, Villingen-Schwenningen, Schramberg, Tuttlingen, Zimmern, Friedrichshafen
  • Austria: Vienna, Riegersburg, St. Pölten, Linz, Salzburg, the area next to the German border (Schärding, Esternberg, Schardenberg / Bregenz), Attersee, Traunsee
  • France: Strasbourg, Paris, Agde, Montpellier, Grasse, Cannes, Fréjus, Grenoble, Marseille, Castellane, Nice, Sainte Maxime, Saint Tropez, Les Issambres / San Peire, Antibes, Juan-les-Pins, Vallauris, Anthéor, Cagnes-sur-Mer, Perpignan, Sète, Ramatuelle, Lyon
  • Czech Republic: the area next to the German border, Prague, Český Krumlov
  • United Kingdom: Brighton, Cambridge, London, Oxford, Cardiff, Bournemouth, Canterbury, Caerphilly
may 21 2011 ∞
sep 9 2017 +
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  • How to cheer yourself up
  • Let it go.
  • I am enough. I have enough.
  • Your brain can stay focused on anything, even an unpleasant task, if it knows it will last only 30 minutes.
  • You’re right where you’re supposed to be.
  • The purpose is to work through your obstacles. Remove the friction between the divine flow and you.
  • Old ways don't open new doors.
  • Don't compare yourself to others.
  • How to make life changes and master the art of discipline. How to believe in yourself.
  • Wishing things were different is the definition of suffering.
  • You create your own reality according to your thoughts, emotions, and beliefs!
  • You are in charge of how you feel.
  • How to restart a bad day
  • You are the one thinking the thought and ...
may 31 2012 ∞
mar 10 2015 +