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odd couple drummer panama plus markus simon

Dream: Landungsbrücken, Leuchten, Apotheker, had my number, all gone

elsas wedding, kubb reading middlesex

  • "(Der Realschulabschluss ist) kein Gegner." (Frau Freitag) I need to refer to things as Gegner or Endboss more often.
  • Butter croissants. The SMELL of butter croissants. Divine.
  • Neon green fireflies. It's so rare to see one around here!
  • Discovering the many functions of my new shower head. Rain simulation! Cleaning and bug-removing tool! Pleasure!
  • The word hinreißend .
  • Moss green against dark, rich purple.
  • My gorgeous gay weekend (I wish): Before attending the CSD parade and meeting Becky and her children in the city on Saturday afternoon, I met up with Markus at Goet...
jul 16 2017 ∞
aug 8 2017 +
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// cinema, museums, theatre, concerts, workshops

  • January: Botanischer Garten / Lena
  • Why him? (2016) / Mathäser / colleagues
  • Hexenjagd / Residenztheater / Michi U.
  • A Streetcat Named Bob (2016) / Museum Lichtspiele / Doris
  • Hamlet / Kammerspiele Kammer 2 / Frank
  • Screen printing workshop / Werkbox3 / alone
  • February: La La Land (2016) / Sendlinger Tor Kino / Doris, Lena, Lexi
  • Macbeth / Residenztheater / Lena
  • Asamkirche / Sendlinger Straße / Mohana
  • Schönheitengalerie / Schloss Nymphenburg / Mohana
  • Museum Mensch und Natur / Schlosspark Nymphenburg / Mohana
  • Sarah Kuttner / Volkstheater / alone
  • Rival Sons / Muffatwerk / Frank, Fabi, Manu
jan 27 2017 ∞
aug 8 2017 +
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“Every recipe, whether we cook it or not, offers a vision of the good life, and a way of tasting food in your brain. It doesn't need to actually have been eaten in its time to feel real to us now." - Bee Wilson

sep 5 2012 ∞
jul 20 2017 +

Right now, I desperately wanna go

  • to Mexico
  • and South America (Peru)
  • back to Tokyo. I miss Japan.

I'd like to go to:

  • Mexico (Holbox island)
  • Madeira
  • Costa Rica
  • Russia
  • Bad Gastein
  • Indonesia
  • India
  • Vietnam
  • Scandinavia (Iceland and Finland are still missing on my list)
  • Turkey (Istanbul)
  • Corsica
  • New York - Marie's Crisis Café
  • Get a diving license in an exotic place
  • Do WWOOF
mar 10 2017 ∞
mar 11 2017 +
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RELEASE - What did you let go of this year? // I sold my old car. I lost all affection for the places I used to live (Munich really is the place to be at the moment). My huge internet obsession (maybe). I feel like I don't spend *all* the time in front of the computer anymore when I'm at home. A good deal of social anxiety and giving a shit about what other people think. I've always been pretty complic... eeeh I mean authentic, of course, and I'm becoming even better at it. I know, not everybody likes that but I feel like some people (the good ones obviously) actually appreciate it when others are a little more special. Get your freak on! Mhh... I might have lost my desperate need to please men? In part? I just try not to take any shit anymore. Not get too attached. Me before you. Sorry, guys. (perhaps I should finally get a GIRLfriend for once?)

ACCOMPLISHMENTS - What were you deeply proud of doing, making, being, etc. this year? What made ​​... // I might be able to count the number o...

dec 11 2016 ∞
dec 31 2016 +
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  • Get tickets for the 2017 Sziget festival.
  • Join a gym and do this.
  • Illustrate the Diamonds and Toads tale.
  • Learn how to throw a bowl / pottery class.
  • Book a yoga class / aqua aerobics.
  • Book a screenprinting class.
  • Book more interesting classes in general.
  • Experiment with water colours anf try masking tape and do more drawings.
  • Make bubble paper.
  • Visit the Fuchsdeifeswuid shop in Landshut.
  • use the solar paper Lexi gave me for my birthday ages ago
  • Carve a wooden spoon.
  • Buy an Oberprieler cake bottom and prepare it with whipped cream and fresh strawberries.
  • Do this yoga routine.
  • Make my own sushi again.
mar 12 2014 ∞
dec 31 2016 +
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  • Play hide and seek in IKEA
  • Eat no sugar for two weeks
  • Attend a large music festival and camp there (Frequency Festival in Austria, 2011)
  • Eat tapas in Spain (wow, expensive)
  • Try bubble tea (it was DISGUSTING)
  • Demonstrate against something (spring 2011, against Nazis!)
  • Have dinner at the beach (pretty much every evening when in France)
  • Watch the sunset and sunrise on the same day
  • Install Win7-64bit on my computer and reorganise all my files
  • Sell stuff at the flea market
  • Check out the Rose Gallery in Landshut
  • Attend a pub quiz, bonus points for winning (yay, 2nd place!)
  • Learn the Cyrillic alphabet
  • Travel with Tamara
aug 31 2011 ∞
jun 13 2016 +
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  • 10 Years
  • Absolute Giganten
  • Adam
  • Adaptation (2002)
  • All The King's Men
  • Amour
  • Anna Karenina
  • Arthur Newman
  • Belgica
  • Bella Martha
  • Bonjour Tristesse
  • Bright Star
  • But I'm a Cheerleader
  • Captain Fantastic
  • Celeste And Jesse Forever
  • Chinese Puzzle
  • Claire’s Knee
  • classic fall movies
  • Crazy Heart
  • Creation
  • Dallas Buyers Club
may 30 2012 ∞
dec 31 2016 +
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  • "Das Leben ist nur interessant, wenn wir unseren Willen nicht kriegen." - Haruki Murakami, Kafka am Strand // I loved reading Kafka on the Shore . Murakami seems to be an ass and I don't care much about the German translation (or has Japanese just a really weird language structure?) but I loved the story and the magic realism, the Shinto-influence. The talking to cats part. The food descriptions. The (more or less pretentious) insights and life lessons. I've even ordered two more Murakami books, in English this time. Maybe I like the style better in another language. That's why I hate reading German books that weren't originally written in German. Bad style is so much more noticable in your mother tongue.
  • Dreaming so so much lately. Whole stories, actually. Does that come from reading more books?
  • Listening to a loaf of bread. Sounds weird but I had a hollow (the soft part is to...
aug 6 2017 ∞
aug 15 2017 +
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  • January: Frank Berzbach - Formbewusstsein
  • Yoshinori Nagumo - Ein leerer Magen macht gesund
  • Nadja Hermann - Fettlogik überwinden
  • Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie - We Should All be Feminists
  • David Kessler - Das Ende des großen Fressens
  • Damon Gameau - Voll verzuckert
  • Sarah Graley - Our Super Adventure
  • February: Carrie Brownstein - Hunger Makes Me a Modern Girl
  • Lena Andersson - Widerrechtliche Inbesitznahme
  • Robert Wringham - Escape Everything
  • March: Jill Murphy - The Worst Witch Strikes Again
  • April: Christoph Rauscher - Der beste Witz bin immer noch ich selbst
  • Galja Panchenko - Die Fremde
  • May: Michael Cho - Shoplifter
  • Mariko Tamaki, Jillian Tamaki - Ein Sommer am See
  • Donna Tartt - The Little Friend
  • June: Jillian Tamaki - Boundless
  • Miriam Stein - Das Fürchten verlernen
  • Masayuki Kusumi, Jiro Taniguchi - Der Gourmet
  • Kate Tempest - The Bricks that Built the Houses
  • Roald Dahl - Going Solo
dec 31 2016 ∞
aug 13 2017 +
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  • January: Wish I Was Here (2014)
  • Gnade (2012)
  • ARTE creative Let's swing (2016)
  • Easy #1 (2016)
  • Why him? (2016)
  • Travel Man - 48 hours in... #1 (2015)
  • Travel Man - 48 hours in... #3 (2016)
  • A Streetcat Named Bob (2016)
  • February: La La Land (2017)
  • March: Wilde Maus (2017)
  • Kong (2017)
  • The Mindy Project #5 (2017)
  • April: New Girl #6 (2017)
  • Love #2 (2017)
  • Westworld #1 (2017)
  • Girls #6 (2017)
  • May: Romy and Michele's Highschool Reunion (1997)
  • Get Out (2017)
  • Einsamkeit und Sex und Mitleid (2017)
  • June: The Magicians #2 (2017)
dec 31 2016 ∞
aug 14 2017 +
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  • The Mindy Project
  • Modern Family
  • Grey's Anatomy
  • The Big Bang Theory (next: #10.04)
  • Better Things (next: #1.05)
  • Fargo (next: #1.03)


  • Feud
  • American Gods
  • 13 Reasons Why
  • Taboo
  • The OA
  • Search Party
  • Stranger Things
  • Chef's Table
  • An African City
  • Vinyl
  • Togetherness
  • Parks and Recreation
aug 26 2011 ∞
jun 3 2017 +
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  • Garnier SPF moisturising spray
  • Green vase from Hay. Apparently it's cheaper in Norway, how is that possible?
  • Doc Martens in Cherry Red and new Birks
  • Olaplex treatment
  • crystal earrings
  • palmistry print
  • perfume
  • boxspring bed / a new mattress
  • Ace&Tate glasses
  • fountain pen, neon sharpie
  • crystal earrings (Etsy) / triangular hoops
  • IKEA Stockholm mirror and a kitchen trolley
  • new prints for my picture frames
  • Sodastream Crystal
  • Reebok X Face Stockholm Club C 85
  • Cluse Dalmatian watch
  • everything from Ting


aug 31 2012 ∞
jun 28 2017 +
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  • Drink at least 3l of uncarbonated water every day - these bottles are a great idea. Have some tea as well!
  • Consider a personal version of the 5:2 fast.
  • Take magnesium, biotin, psyllium husks.
  • Go for a walk. Every day. Even if it's just 5 minutes. Preferably in the woods.
  • Ride your bike to work/the city whenever possible.
  • Consider a very alkaline, plant-based diet, eat a lot of fresh fruits and veggies. Go slow on carbs and dairy. Consider eating fish.
  • Track your food and exercise.
  • Try to go to bed before 1am.
  • Don't eat after 8pm.
  • Eat your feel-good breakfast every morning: plain yoghurt, nuts, some muesli and fresh fruit.
  • Think about life goals and a good daily r...
sep 4 2013 ∞
jan 2 2014 +
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  • Middle East, Africa
  • USA and Mexico / Portland
  • Asia
    • Japan / Tokyo / 2 / Kyoto / more Tokyo / and another one / Daikanyama for shopping and strolling (and the meguro river!) and Shimokitazawa for bar hopping!
    • Indonesia
    • India
    • Thailand
  • Europe
jan 1 2012 ∞
jul 20 2017 +
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  • A day with Mama. She visited me in Munich for the first time and (after picking up my Russian visa) we spent a sunny day at Hofgarten, the Korean beauty store, ate ramen noodle soup and ice-cream at Ballabeni. We need to do that more often!
  • Watching smoke wavering and wafting in the sunset. Beautiful shapes.
  • Going to Maike's birthday party, very spontaneously. I enjoyed the company of quick-witted, intelligent film journalists - culturally knowledgeable and eloquent. I need more people in my life who can teach me something. Who challenge me.
  • The school theatre performance. The kids were so nervous but so good. They can often do and be so much more than we assume.
  • Clearing out the furnace - I love the transformation of the glazing in the heat and the first look at the sculptures after ...
jun 3 2017 ∞
aug 14 2017 +
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  • read books in French
  • work with a textbook
  • do Duolingo (app/website)
  • get a Babbel membership
  • vocabulary book
  • grammar book
  • book a conversation class
  • watch French movies


  • 3.4. 80xp duolingo
  • 2.4. 30xp duolingo, textbook chapters 1-2
  • 1.4. 30xp duolingo
  • 31.3. 26xp duolingo
  • 30.3. 19xp duolingo
  • 29.3. 50xp duolingo
  • 28.3. 50xp duolingo
  • 27.3. 65xp duolingo
  • 26.3. 201xp duolingo, chapter 13 (Harry Potter)
mar 7 2017 ∞
apr 3 2017 +
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  • Health: I'm motivated to care more about my diet again. Cook more, choose vegetables and fruit over fast food. Fasting. Losing weight. It's time. Go swimming, start forming a walking habit. Because it's fun. Because it's always good to get out. And I'd like to learn a few swing dance steps. Even though I suck at dancing.
  • Beauty: I want to dye the shit out of my current blonde ends. Then cut them off and go back to brunette. And I still kinda wanna try extensions...
  • Friendship: Make Doris my new best friend.
  • Love: I'm afraid it's exactly the same as last year: "Be more selective. Spend time with people I truly click with, who nourish and excite me. Ignore the rest." Ideally, I'd find a friend. A partner. I'd like to know what it feels to be in a relationship again. But it needs to be a good one, that's the catch.
jan 2 2017 ∞
jun 4 2017 +
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  • Kitchen raid: Use up all my dry ingredients (cereal, polenta, grains, nuts and pasta, canned food, etc.) and create recipes around them. Only get some fresh ingredients.
  • No bread: Don't buy bread or anything that I love eating on bread. Like, you know, butter. And cream cheese. I need to break this addiction.
  • Fasting: Before I incorporate better eating habits, I want to try and only drink some shakes every day before adding a few fruits and veggies again. Let's see how that goes.
  • Stop smoking: I mean, I will still bum the occasional party cigarette but I won't buy them anymore. It's a nasty habit I only started because of social anxiety. Gotta suffer through the awkward situations now like all the others, I guess.
  • Stop eating meat: Ugh. Same as for smoking. I can take it or leave it. I used to be a vegetarian fo...
dec 30 2016 ∞
jan 4 2017 +
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Inventing new (wrong) plural forms is something I find very entertaining. My favourite is obviously the "-en" version.

  • Nagellachse (Nagellack)
  • Kacktusse (Kaktus)
  • Kürben (Kürbis)
  • Penen (Penis)
  • Avocaden (Avocado)
  • more good words: bekuscheln, Elumpanti
jun 15 2016 ∞
dec 29 2016 +
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  • Eating out of bowls and deep plates.
  • Reading multiple books at once and sometimes the last sentence first.
  • Massaging the insides of my ears with a moist q-tip.
  • Hitting the 50% page count when reading a book.
  • Rubbing my feet against each other under the blanket.


  • Toe seams.
  • When the banana strings don't come off with the peel but stick to the fruit instead
  • Buying underwear. I do it, like, once a year, out of necessity, when I just can't postpone it any longer.
  • The new dynamic turn signals on expensive cars. They're driving me nuts.
nov 26 2016 ∞
mar 19 2017 +
  • museums: Haus der Kunst, Villa Stuck, Deutsches Museum, AdBK Semesterausstellung, Lenbachhaus
  • entertainment: codeX, Arena Kino, Müllersches Volksbad, Tischlein deck dich, Filmfest München
  • party: Milla, Strom, Import/Export (Kreativquartier), Sauna // Cord, Beverly Kills, Backstage, Nachtgalerie
  • outdoors: Botanischer Garten, Schloss Nymphenburg, Rosengarten, Isar, Naturbad Maria Einsiedel
  • shopping: Götterspeise, Manufactum, other stories, COS, Schachinger, Pappnase, Muji, Ludwig Beck Hautnah, Kochkultur (Gasteig)
  • food:
  • Cooperativa: a small, down-to-earth restaurant with delicious food (and big portions)
  • Goldmarie: a gorgeous restaurant with a calm, classy atmosphere and new dishes added to the menu every week - but you might...
feb 8 2016 ∞
jul 2 2017 +
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  • 2005: London (alone, staying with a host family for three weeks and meeting Ann-Katrin and Friedericke)
  • 2006: Paris (school friends)
  • 2007: Paris (Friedericke)
  • 2010: London (Tamara)
  • Stockholm (Lexi)
  • Paris (university)
  • Côte d'Azur (Lena, Lexi and Amélie)
  • Venice (Bert)
  • 2011: Barcelona (Lexi)
  • Prague (Lena, Michi and Christian)
  • Venice (university)
  • Hungary (university)
  • Vienna / Balaton (Lena)
  • Côte d'Azur (Lena, Lexi, Tobi, Michi, Yanic, Christian)
  • 2012: Budapest (Lexi, Yanic, Michi)
  • Amsterdam (Lexi)
  • 2013: Antibes / Côte d'Azur (Lexi, Yanic, Michi)
aug 26 2015 ∞
jul 16 2017 +
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  • Germany: a fucklot of cities and villages in Bavaria (where I grew up); Berlin; Baden-Württemberg: Neufra/Rottweil, Villingen-Schwenningen, Schramberg, Tuttlingen, Zimmern, Friedrichshafen
  • Austria: Vienna, Riegersburg, St. Pölten, Linz, Salzburg, the area next to the German border (Schärding, Esternberg, Schardenberg / Bregenz), Attersee, Traunsee
  • France: Strasbourg, Paris, Agde, Montpellier, Grasse, Cannes, Fréjus, Grenoble, Marseille, Castellane, Nice, Sainte Maxime, Saint Tropez, Les Issambres / San Peire, Antibes, Juan-les-Pins, Vallauris, Anthéor, Cagnes-sur-Mer
  • Czech Republic: the area next to the German border, Prague, Český Krumlov
  • United Kingdom: Brighton, Cambridge, London, Oxford, Cardiff, Bournemouth, Canterbury, Caerphilly
  • Italy: Venice, Cavallino, Jesolo, Venezia...
may 21 2011 ∞
jun 9 2017 +
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  • How to cheer yourself up
  • Let it go.
  • I am enough. I have enough.
  • Your brain can stay focused on anything, even an unpleasant task, if it knows it will last only 30 minutes.
  • You’re right where you’re supposed to be.
  • The purpose is to work through your obstacles. Remove the friction between the divine flow and you.
  • Old ways don't open new doors.
  • Don't compare yourself to others.
  • How to make life changes and master the art of discipline. How to believe in yourself.
  • Wishing things were different is the definition of suffering.
  • You create your own reality according to your thoughts, emotions, and beliefs!
  • You are in charge of how you feel.
  • How to restart a bad day
  • You are the one thinking the thought and ...
may 31 2012 ∞
mar 10 2015 +